Imbolc\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waning Wild Moon<\/p>\n
Leaving for St. Paul in a few minutes.\u00a0 Managed to work myself into an anxious state.\u00a0 Wonderful.<\/p>\n
The day itself has glorious possibilities, bright and warming.<\/p>\n
What I’m experiencing falls under the category of pre-tramautic stress syndrome; that is, stress caused by anticipation of an unlikely, but possible phenomenon.\u00a0 Last night I wrote that I gave up wanting more speaking opportunities and that the work is its own reward.\u00a0 True enough as far it goes, but I also want to be liked and know that my prickly, combative personality does not lend itself to the warm fuzzies of human interaction.\u00a0 God, here I am, 62 and still worried about high school.<\/p>\n
At my best I know and accept the path and the person I have become, but just before a public event, sometimes, like right now, I’m not at my best.\u00a0 Anyhow, it helps to write it down, say it out loud.\u00a0 Thanks for listening.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Imbolc\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waning Wild Moon Leaving for St. Paul in a few minutes.\u00a0 Managed to work myself into an anxious state.\u00a0 Wonderful. The day itself has glorious possibilities, bright and warming. What I’m experiencing falls under the category of pre-tramautic stress syndrome; that is, stress caused by anticipation of an unlikely, but possible phenomenon.\u00a0 Last night … Continue reading 62 And Still Worried About High School<\/span>