{"id":2244,"date":"2009-04-02T20:50:28","date_gmt":"2009-04-03T02:50:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=2244"},"modified":"2009-04-02T20:50:28","modified_gmt":"2009-04-03T02:50:28","slug":"megrims-burn-in-sun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=2244","title":{"rendered":"Megrims Burn in Sun"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Spring\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waxing Seed Moon<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Knowledge can be communicated but not wisdom. One can find it, live it, be fortified by it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it.&#8221; &#8211; Herman Hesse<\/p>\n<p>Hesse was a key author in my youth.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve revisited him since, as I am Dreiser right now.\u00a0 They both hold up well, though Hesse can sometimes seem a bit feverish.\u00a0 Still, his Steppenwolf had an adult anguish that I did not understand when I read it first at 20.\u00a0 The Theatre for Madmen Only was a place we all could go if we understood the world in which we lived.\u00a0 6 months ago, when I re-read Steppenwolf, I realized Harry Haller was mad in an existential way, that he had seen too much, walked too close to the flame.\u00a0 At 20 he was my hero, today he is a cautionary tale.<\/p>\n<p>The mental megrims of last week have receded, perhaps the sun today burned them out or the root canal gave me some concrete pain.\u00a0 Whatever the reason, I feel once again whole and engaged.\u00a0 These ups and downs, a neurotic cycle now much milder than in former years, do get tiresome, as I said a few posts ago, but they no longer paralyze me, stop me in my\u00a0 tracks.\u00a0 Thank Jung, John Desteian, age and Zoloft for that.<\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow morning Kate flies off to Denver.\u00a0 She will be in Grandma heaven.\u00a0 I saw a license plate holder that said, Parents say no?\u00a0\u00a0 Dial 1-800-Grandma.\u00a0 She&#8217;s a good grandma, more a doting grandma than a Jewish grandma, though she is both.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Spring\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waxing Seed Moon &#8220;Knowledge can be communicated but not wisdom. One can find it, live it, be fortified by it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it.&#8221; &#8211; Herman Hesse Hesse was a key author in my youth.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve revisited him since, as I am Dreiser right now.\u00a0 They both &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=2244\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Megrims Burn in Sun<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[60,184],"tags":[1488,645,111],"class_list":["post-2244","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-aging","category-literature","tag-dreiser","tag-hesse","tag-kate"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2244"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2246,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2244\/revisions\/2246"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2244"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2244"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2244"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}