Fall \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Samhain Moon<\/p>\n
Latin today, a good lesson. \u00a0I forgot basics, stumbled around, thought I had it when I didn’t. \u00a0So why keep banging my forehead against the solid wall of the Roman language? \u00a0There’s no reason, no necessity. \u00a0Just like the MOOC’s I’m taking are not necessary.<\/p>\n
When Kate pressed me on taking two MOOC’s at once, I replied, “I never took less than 18-20 credits a quarter in college. \u00a0Graduated with way more credits than I needed.” \u00a0She looked at me. “You’re not in college anymore.” \u00a0There’s that.<\/p>\n
In my defense I did set one aside, so I only took two instead of three. \u00a0That’s progress, right?<\/p>\n
No, there’s something deeper going on here, I know that. \u00a0Learning keeps my mind vital, alert, attentive. \u00a0It helps me jump out of ruts into new territory. \u00a0I’ve always been curious what’s beyond the limits, the city limits, the college rules limit, the religious limits, the limits of the universe. \u00a0Liminal spaces are my favorite, places where two worlds intersect, a little blurry, mostly undefined. \u00a0In the past, the now distant past, I used to get there chemically, now books and movies and essays and thoughts and the shovel and the quiet mind and the open heart, they get me there instead.<\/p>\n
I want to stand on the shore looking out, stand on the peak looking over the valleys, stand at the mouth of the cave looking in, then follow my gaze. \u00a0See what’s beyond safe ground. I hope I never lose that desire. \u00a0In fact, I hope I have it when I’m facing death, wondering what’s just beyond the safe ground of life itself. \u00a0But not, as my ENT doc said, for a long time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Fall \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Samhain Moon Latin today, a good lesson. \u00a0I forgot basics, stumbled around, thought I had it … Continue reading The New Way<\/span>