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Today was the second organ day in a row.\u00a0 Yesterday, eyes.\u00a0 Today, skin.\u00a0 Tomorrow, ears.\u00a0 Doing fine on all counts so far.\u00a0 Even so, I find visits to the doctor a bit stressful.\u00a0 The waiting room.\u00a0 The waiting for the doctor.\u00a0 Their evaluation\/assessment.\u00a0 I have a good relationship with all of my doctors and intend to keep it that way.\u00a0 Bill Schmidt and I had lunch today and I told him I view doctors as health consultants.\u00a0 I’m responsible for my health, but they help me stay healthy and intervene if something gets out of whack.<\/p>\n
After seeing Dr. Pakzad I came home and had a sit down with Kate.\u00a0 I’ve been feeling glum, an unusual state for this time of year and unusual in intensity for me over the last couple of years.\u00a0 It’s a little difficult to sort things out.\u00a0 In part the Sierra Club work may be more of a challenge than I anticipated.\u00a0 In part I found myself counting up all the little insults that make me realize my age, no, not really my age, but my sense of competence.\u00a0 Do I have it anymore?\u00a0 A tough question to answer from the inside and one always colored by mood.<\/p>\n
Kate thinks that may be the wrong question.\u00a0 I’ve prodded her several times over the last year about retirement and whether she’s ready for it.\u00a0 She turned the question around on me, “I wonder you’re ready for retirement?\u00a0 To let go of the need to have to have it?”<\/p>\n
Hmmm.\u00a0 Projection isn’t just a machine in a movie theater.\u00a0 She may well be right.\u00a0 Pondering this pushed me to wonder about the last regression I had where I got credentialed for the UU ministry.\u00a0 I did that during a time when I was down about the writing.\u00a0 But, John Desteian said, in a regression, you always go back to pick up something left behind, or unresolved.\u00a0 Stuff to bounce around.\u00a0 Enough for a coup contrecoup injury.<\/p>\n
Good lunch with Bill Schmidt.\u00a0 We covered a lot of ground from genetic modification of seeds and nuclear energy to motorcycles and dealing with difficult personalities.\u00a0 I came away still opposed to nuclear energy, but willing to hear arguments about how to handle the waste.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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