{"id":30838,"date":"2015-04-30T04:53:39","date_gmt":"2015-04-30T10:53:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=30838"},"modified":"2016-05-06T08:14:31","modified_gmt":"2016-05-06T14:14:31","slug":"the-time-of-not-knowing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=30838","title":{"rendered":"The Time of Not-Knowing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Spring \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Beltane Moon<\/p>\n<p>Maybe\u00a0it&#8217;s anxiety, but I don&#8217;t think so. My sleep habits have changed over the last couple of weeks. Where I used to get up once or twice, then return to sleep, now if I get\u00a0up around 3:30 or 4:00, I&#8217;m awake! Oh, boy. Also, my naps in the afternoon have been briefer to non-existent.<\/p>\n<p>If I were looking in on me from the outside, I&#8217;d say it&#8217;s anxiety. It makes sense given this time of not-knowing. Yet I don&#8217;t have that jittery, over caffeinated feeling. Distraction still marks some of my day, so maybe I&#8217;m not reading myself quite right. Repressing. Could be.<\/p>\n<p>Anyhow I decided that sleep hygiene is not the most important facet of my life right now. It can wait until I&#8217;ve had my biopsy. If it stays like this, I&#8217;ll seek some help.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Spring \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Beltane Moon Maybe\u00a0it&#8217;s anxiety, but I don&#8217;t think so. My sleep habits have changed over the last couple of weeks. Where &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=30838\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The Time of Not-Knowing<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3967,127],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30838","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-feelings-2","category-health"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30838","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30838"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30838\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37978,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30838\/revisions\/37978"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30838"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30838"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30838"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}