{"id":48469,"date":"2018-09-01T06:53:19","date_gmt":"2018-09-01T12:53:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=48469"},"modified":"2018-09-01T06:53:19","modified_gmt":"2018-09-01T12:53:19","slug":"worn-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=48469","title":{"rendered":"Worn Out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lughnasa\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waning Summer Moon<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_48470\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-48470\" style=\"width: 180px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-48470\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/shiviti2-420x584.jpg\" alt=\"shiviti\" width=\"180\" height=\"250\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/shiviti2-420x584.jpg 420w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/shiviti2.jpg 552w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-48470\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">shiviti<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Oi. Over to Beth Evergreen yesterday morning at 8:30. Alan and I sat down, knocking together our rough draft of the calendar for our sixth and seventh grade class. There will be dream interpretation, several sessions on what it means to become a teenager, understanding Torah, understanding the morning prayer service, making your own Israeli flag, making your own Jewish mandala, a shiviti, a session on Funny, You Don&#8217;t Look Jewish, and much more. This took until 11:30 or so.<\/p>\n<p>We met there because Alan said he had some work to do at the synagogue. When we finished, I asked him if I could help. Turns out, yes, I could. I spent another two hours with a power drill in hand, helping him put up the final trim on the yahrzeit wall. First impressions can be weird. The doorbell rang and I let a guy in, first time I&#8217;d met him. I had the drill in my hand, so the first time he met me, he saw me as a person who could use a power drill. Oh, my.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-48471\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/yahrzeit-lighting-420x228.jpg\" alt=\"yahrzeit-lighting\" width=\"420\" height=\"228\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/yahrzeit-lighting-420x228.jpg 420w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/yahrzeit-lighting.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 420px) 100vw, 420px\" \/>A yahrzeit wall consists of plaques with deceased member&#8217;s name, date of death, and a small light to the left of the plaque. Technology allows Leah, who manages the wall, to program the lights so that they come on during the month of the person&#8217;s death, following the Jewish calendar. Yahrzeit, literally year time, is the yearly anniversary of a relative&#8217;s death, during which mourners say the kaddish, or the mourner&#8217;s prayer, during services. I like this idea a lot. It keeps a relative&#8217;s memory alive and it honors the living by giving them certain knowledge that they will not be forgotten. Someday it may be Kate&#8217;s name will be up there, maybe mine, too.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-48472\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/20180718_141451-e1535806300766-420x612.jpg\" alt=\"20180718_141451\" width=\"77\" height=\"112\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/20180718_141451-e1535806300766-420x612.jpg 420w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/20180718_141451-e1535806300766-744x1084.jpg 744w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/20180718_141451-e1535806300766-768x1119.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/20180718_141451-e1535806300766.jpg 1036w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 77px) 100vw, 77px\" \/>The surprising part of all this, unpleasantly surprising, was that when I got home around 2 pm, I felt exhausted. Not just tired, but done in for the day. The degree of exhaustion seemed exaggerated. Yes, I&#8217;d been gone a long while (for these days), had no lunch and was on task the whole time. Even so. Kate reminded me that working with my hands wears me out. She&#8217;s right. The combination of careful, thoughtful work for two and a half hours followed by a roughly similar amount of time with a power tool resulted in sagging. Even a nap didn&#8217;t cover it.<\/p>\n<p>It gave me a sense of what Kate deals with nearly every day. Unpleasant. In my next workouts I&#8217;m going to focus on stamina.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lughnasa\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waning Summer Moon Oi. Over to Beth Evergreen yesterday morning at 8:30. Alan and I sat down, knocking together our rough draft of the calendar for our sixth and seventh grade class. There will be dream interpretation, several sessions on what it means to become a teenager, understanding Torah, understanding the morning prayer service, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=48469\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Worn Out<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1450,14,11,127,4381,3907,3996],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48469","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-commentary-on-religion","category-faith-and-spirituality","category-friends","category-health","category-judaism","category-reimagining-faith","category-third-phase-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48469","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=48469"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48469\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48473,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48469\/revisions\/48473"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=48469"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=48469"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=48469"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}