{"id":50601,"date":"2019-05-25T06:51:56","date_gmt":"2019-05-25T12:51:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=50601"},"modified":"2019-05-25T06:58:09","modified_gmt":"2019-05-25T12:58:09","slug":"maybe-this-summer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=50601","title":{"rendered":"Maybe this summer&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"alignleft is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/moon-quarter.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-50603\" width=\"139\" height=\"139\"\/><figcaption>The Cancer Moon has gone to last quarter<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>The Anova Cancer Care office has an entrance opening onto an asphalt parking lot. It&#8217;s in the corner of a large commercial building and looks like all the other non-medical companies in the structure. Glass, aluminum, tan colored stone facades. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The waiting room has a small refrigerator with soda and bottled water, snacks, and a round table with Prostate Cancer books arranged neatly on it. Carmela, the receptionist, who knows everyone&#8217;s name, asks about Irish Wolfhounds. I have on my Great Lakes Irish Wolfhounds sweat shirt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>They&#8217;re the largest dogs, right? The tallest, yes. But not the heaviest. We had a lot of them. Do they eat a lot? No, not as much as you&#8217;d think. Carmela has gray hair, but looks to be in her early fifties. She&#8217;s wearing an unusual layered frilly top. She apologizes. This is considered an office visit so I&#8217;ll have to collect a co-pay. Of course.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then we wait. Kate&#8217;s reading a Parker book, a mystery of sorts. I&#8217;m reading Pico Iyer&#8217;s book about living in Japan, Autumn Light. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Charles. It&#8217;s good Amanda. Go to your left, please. I turn to my right even though I heard her. Oops. A bit distracted, I guess. After all, I&#8217;m going to hear the results of the bone scan which is one component of the imaging work. Do I have metastases in the bone?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dr. Gilroy, who likes shirts with plaid patterns, comes in. I&#8217;d noticed a scan image on his computer when I entered the room, wondering if that was my insides.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"alignright is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/gratitude1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-50604\" width=\"206\" height=\"146\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Well, the bone scan was clean as a whistle. No mets. I want to jump up and down, but I say, thank you. Following with, the CT has been approved. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dr. Gilroy. The auths. We can order, but the insurance company. Well. He shakes his head. Frustrated. The authorizations part of our tangled web of a health care system disappoints all parties. The only exception? The small groups of office workers who enforce them and the companies that profit from denials.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve prepared a folder filled with documents about how to mount an axumin scan appeal, ready to go toe to toe with New West authorizations. I think we can make this happen if we need to. Dr. Gilroy shakes his head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Let&#8217;s wait. If the CT scan is negative, then we&#8217;ll know it&#8217;s a localized recurrence. If the CT shows a lymph node really lit up, we&#8217;ll know that&#8217;s a target. Only if the CT is indeterminate will we consider the axumin scan. It&#8217;s easier for us, because it&#8217;s one scan and done. I put the file back in my lap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Later on a call from Centura Health and my CT goes on the calendar for May 30th, next Thursday. Gilroy&#8217;s out of town, but will be checking in. If, he says, the scan is negative, we&#8217;ll schedule another office visit to discuss radiation for the prostate fossa, the spot where that corrupted organ used to lie. He surprises me when he says, That&#8217;ll mean 35 visits here. Not the Cyber Knife, 3-5 visits. 35 sessions is the usual radiation protocol. My friend Dick Rice had it. Our house cleaner, Sandy, had it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/summer-1200x444.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-50602\" width=\"440\" height=\"162\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/summer-1200x444.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/summer-420x155.jpg 420w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/summer-744x275.jpg 744w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/summer-768x284.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/summer.jpg 1232w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 440px) 100vw, 440px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>In three days it will be 8 months since Kate&#8217;s bleed. They&#8217;ve been difficult. With Kate&#8217;s feeding tube placement scheduled for June 3rd and my second, probably last, imaging work next Thursday, we may be emerging from the trenches. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kate&#8217;s already back to some level of normalcy. Walking more, loading and unloading the dishwasher, cleaning up after I cook. In the most hopeful scenario for me, Dr. Gilroy&#8217;s talking cure. Maybe sometime this summer we can take a pause from medical interventions. Would be nice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Anova Cancer Care office has an entrance opening onto an asphalt parking lot. It&#8217;s in the corner of a large commercial building and looks like all the other non-medical companies in the structure. Glass, aluminum, tan colored stone facades. 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