58\u00a0 bar rises 29.80 2mph W dewpoint 30 Beltane<\/p>\n
New Moon (Hare Moon)<\/p>\n
There are days, ordinary days, days you can recall, when your life took a sharp angle turn, or created a swooping curve, perhaps dipped underground or soared up, up into the sky.<\/p>\n
It seems I remember, though how could I really, the day I got polio.\u00a0 I don’t know how this memory got shaped or if it got shaped in the way all\u00a0 memory does, by our selective recollection of snippets of moments, but here it is.<\/p>\n
My mother and I were at the Madison County Fair, held every August on the grounds of Beulah Park.\u00a0 Mom had wrapped me in a pink blanket and we wandered through the Midway.\u00a0 There were bright lights strung in parabolic curves and the smell of cotton candy and hot dogs.\u00a0 I looked out from the blanket, safe on my mother’s shoulder, held in her arms.\u00a0 And I felt a chill run through me.<\/p>\n
Years later I was with my Dad, early in the morning.\u00a0 We sat in those plastic cuplike chairs in a pale green room.\u00a0 My mother came up in an elevator on her way to emergency surgery.\u00a0\u00a0Surgeons would try to\u00a0relieve pressure on her brain from the hemorrhage she had suffered a week before during a church supper.\u00a0 I got in the elevator and rode up with her.\u00a0 Her eyes looked away from me, but saw me anyway.\u00a0 “Soaohn.” she said.\u00a0 It was the last time she spoke to me.\u00a0 I was 17.<\/p>\n
The evening of my first marriage I wandered down a path in Mounds Park where the ceremony had taken place.\u00a0 I wore a blue ruffled shirt, music of the Rolling Stones carried through the moist July air.\u00a0 Butterflies landed on my shoulder.<\/p>\n
The night the midnight plane arrived from Calcutta carrying a 4 pound, 4 ounce boy.<\/p>\n
The third week of our honeymoon, a northern journey begun in Rome, found us at our northernmost destination Inverness, Scotland.\u00a0 We had rooms at the Station Hotel, right next to railroad terminal.\u00a0 It was a cool foggy night and we took a long walk, following for much it the River Ness, which flows into Loch Ness.\u00a0 We held hands and looked at this old Scots village, the capital of the Highlands.\u00a0 A mist rose over a church graveyard on our right.<\/p>\n
And today.\u00a0 Planting beets and carrots.\u00a0 Kate taking a phone call.\u00a0 The news from the lab about Gabe. Now, after this sunny spring day, life will go on, but its trajectory has changed, changed in a profound way,\u00a0in a way none of us can yet know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
58\u00a0 bar rises 29.80 2mph W dewpoint 30 Beltane New Moon (Hare Moon) There are days, ordinary days, days you can recall, when your life took a sharp angle turn, or created a swooping curve, perhaps dipped underground or soared up, up into the sky. It seems I remember, though how could I really, the … Continue reading There Are Days, Ordinary Days<\/span>