{"id":57798,"date":"2023-07-29T08:30:55","date_gmt":"2023-07-29T14:30:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=57798"},"modified":"2023-07-29T08:38:58","modified_gmt":"2023-07-29T14:38:58","slug":"57798","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=57798","title":{"rendered":"More Spontaneous Than I Thought"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Summer and the Herme Moon<\/p>\n<p>Saturday gratefuls: Movies. Books. Writing. Actors. Acting. Acting class. Pushing outside the comfort zone. Mussar. MVP. Judaism. Sabbath. Tom. Bill. Ode. Paul. Honorable men. The Ocean. Ocean Vents. Extremophiles. The Marianna&#8217;s Trench. Titan. Tides. King. Neap. High. Low. The Moon. Great Sol. Photosynthesis. Reconstruction. Reimagining the Sacred. Reimagining Revelation. Reconstructing religion. The Great Wheel. Travel. Korea. Israel. Life in the fourth phase.<\/p>\n<p>Sparks of Joy and Awe: This Mountain Life<\/p>\n<p>One brief shining: That mug I made for Father&#8217;s Day when Kate took me to the Northwestern Clay Center so heavy and inelegant with spots of yellow glaze here and there a wonderful fits my hand perfectly handle fired with her thoughtfulness knowing no one was going to show up for Father&#8217;s Day that year oh I miss her and love that misshapen spectacular instance of her kindness.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Be spontaneous. My son a few months ago the very day an information meeting happened for CBE&#8217;s Israel Trip. So I was. Now I&#8217;m going. In October the day after his birthday. I&#8217;ll see him and Seoah, Murdoch first though. On August 23rd. Be spontaneous. Trying. Although if I have to try, does that still count?<\/p>\n<p>Wondered this yesterday when I sat here looking at the movies at the AMC Bowles yesterday. Wanted to see Mission Impossible because my son loved it and said it had some provocative content re: AI. Heard him saying. Be spontaneous. Bought the ticket. Another Tom Cruise I can do this to show what a good stunt man I am movie yet also a thriller, edge of the seat come up for air at the end experience.<\/p>\n<p>Used the closed caption contraption for the first time. It helps. A lot. Clunky though. Fits in the cupholder, has a flexible arm that can be moved to a position in front of and below line of sight to the screen. Not ideal since to really see either the captions or the screen you have to change focus. Better, a lot better, than Wakanda Forever though where the dialects and accents made me miss half of the dialogue.<\/p>\n<p>There is, I&#8217;ve learned, a better option for me. Open captions like I currently use while watching TV. The problem is they&#8217;re usually available only once a day since they project the captions on the screen. Don&#8217;t want to &#8220;spoil&#8221; the experience for others, I imagine. Kate didn&#8217;t like subtitles, for example. Me, I can&#8217;t watch a movie without them anymore. Will only see Oppenheimer with open captions. This week.<\/p>\n<p>This still leaves out arthouse cinema, I suppose. Though I admit I haven&#8217;t checked. Need to do that. Exploring ways to have fun. An art day now and then. A museum day. I know. Is that nerdy fun? I suppose. Still, it counts for me.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A short disquisition on spontaneous. Here are three definitions from Webster&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item \">\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item-label\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"sb has-num ms-lg-4 ms-3 w-100\">\n<div class=\"sb-0 sb-entry\">\n<div class=\"sense has-sn has-num-only\">\n<div class=\"sense-content w-100\"><span class=\"dt \"> 1 <span class=\"dtText\"><strong class=\"mw_t_bc\">: <\/strong>proceeding from natural feeling or <a class=\"mw_t_d_link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.merriam-webster.com\/dictionary\/native#h1\">native<\/a> tendency without external <a class=\"mw_t_d_link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.merriam-webster.com\/dictionary\/constraint\">constraint<\/a><\/span> <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item-thread-anchor\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item \">\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item-label\">2<\/div>\n<div class=\"sb has-num ms-lg-4 ms-3 w-100\">\n<div class=\"sb-0 sb-entry\">\n<div class=\"sense has-sn has-num-only\">\n<div class=\"sense-content w-100\"><span class=\"dt \"> <span class=\"dtText\"><strong class=\"mw_t_bc\">: <\/strong>arising from a momentary impulse<\/span> <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item-thread-anchor\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item \">\n<div class=\"vg-sseq-entry-item-label\">3<\/div>\n<div class=\"sb has-num ms-lg-4 ms-3 w-100\">\n<div class=\"sb-0 sb-entry\">\n<div class=\"sense has-sn has-num-only\">\n<div class=\"sense-content w-100\"><span class=\"dt \"><span class=\"dtText\"><strong class=\"mw_t_bc\">: <\/strong>controlled and directed internally <strong class=\"mw_t_bc\">: <\/strong><a class=\"mw_t_sx\" href=\"https:\/\/www.merriam-webster.com\/dictionary\/self-acting\"><span class=\"text-uppercase\">self-acting<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div>I&#8217;m almost sure my son meant definition number 2. And I welcomed the prod. Break out of the last five year ties that bound me close to home. Do something just because. Without consideration, or at least much consideration.<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nYet. Those other definitions. I can&#8217;t claim to always act without external constraint. Hardly. I put on clothes, take showers, pay my bills, speak English, don&#8217;t hit people. Yes, that&#8217;s true. But in my day to day life I proceed almost always from natural feeling or native tendency, a life directed and controlled internally. That&#8217;s the joy of the fourth phase. I&#8217;m more spontaneous than I thought.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Summer and the Herme Moon Saturday gratefuls: Movies. Books. Writing. Actors. Acting. Acting class. Pushing outside the comfort zone. Mussar. MVP. Judaism. Sabbath. Tom. Bill. Ode. Paul. Honorable men. The Ocean. Ocean Vents. Extremophiles. The Marianna&#8217;s Trench. Titan. Tides. King. Neap. High. Low. The Moon. 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