{"id":58201,"date":"2023-11-07T07:55:42","date_gmt":"2023-11-07T13:55:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=58201"},"modified":"2023-11-07T07:55:42","modified_gmt":"2023-11-07T13:55:42","slug":"health-and-war","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=58201","title":{"rendered":"Health and War"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Samain and the Summer&#8217;s End Moon<\/p>\n<p>Tuesday gratefuls: Dr. Gonzalez. No new info on tests. Cardiology Now. Gammaglobulins. Too much medical stuff. A day of reading. Emily Wilson and the Odyssey. Righting myself. A good workout. P.T. exercises. Renaissance music. Early music. Jazz. Chamber music. Reading about Jewish life cycle events and conversion. Joan. Rice cooker. New red kettle. Cool nights. Good sleeping.<\/p>\n<p>Sparks of Joy and Awe: Darkness<\/p>\n<p>One brief shining: Sat in the Stickley chair, opened Emily Wilson&#8217;s new translation of the Odyssey to where I left off on Sunday, dove into the world of Odysseus and his time with the Phaecians, including the beautiful princess Nausicaa whom the brilliant Japanese animation artist <span class=\"expandableItem\">Hayao Miyazaki<\/span> used to name his heroine in Nausica\u00e4 of the Valley of the Wind.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Emily Wilson&#8217;s new translation of the Odyssey is so good. I&#8217;m excited all over again about Homer, Telemachus, Penelope, Odysseus, the Greek pantheon, Olympus. What a treat.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No news on the medical front. I sent an e-mail to Dr. Gonzalez this morning wondering about it. I&#8217;m not liking the accumulating medical news. The enlarged aorta found by the Korean family practice doc. A need for an echocardiogram. A thickened heart muscle. And then the whole immunoglobulin thing. Not to mention my damned back. Gettin&#8217; old. Older. So much stuff to keep track of, to follow up on, to treat. I need a medical secretary.<\/p>\n<p>Wondered after this last round of medicine if the statistics about caregivers have begun to catch up to me. I thought I handled my role well, that is with the least stress possible, but perhaps I was wrong. Kate&#8217;s final illness was stressful, no doubt, for her and for me. And it did occur co-terminously with my own treatments for cancer. I suppose all of that could have made my body more vulnerable, less able to fight off insults.<\/p>\n<p>Whatever the causes, I&#8217;m now wrestling with more of this and that. I feel good. I feel healthy. Go figure. My mood is good. Not melancholy. Not fearful. Going on with the day to day. The way I want to live. Live until you die. That&#8217;s my mantra.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Pro-Palestinian, pro-Israeli, anti-Hamas. I feel Israel&#8217;s response is disproportionate, violating the rules of war, and of human decency. It is not, however, genocide. Israel is killing civilians in a military operation against Hamas. Not. The. Same. Thing. That slogan inflames an already flammable debate.<\/p>\n<p>Another slogan: From the river to the sea, we want equality does suggest if not genocide, then a full elimination of Jews from the Middle East. It is anti-semitic and dangerous. The idea beggars history. Leaves out why the world thought Jews needed a homeland and a homeland in an area where their history lies. Why the U.N. and the U.S. supported Zionists. Leaves out the fact that the Palestinians have time and again said no to a two-state solution. It is this frustration with a long and bloody history that drives Israeli&#8217;s anger and pushes them past the point of reason.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not excusing the Israeli government&#8217;s behavior. Not at all. But this Hamas instigated war has not occurred in a historical vacuum.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Samain and the Summer&#8217;s End Moon Tuesday gratefuls: Dr. Gonzalez. No new info on tests. Cardiology Now. Gammaglobulins. Too much medical stuff. A day of reading. Emily Wilson and the Odyssey. Righting myself. A good workout. P.T. exercises. Renaissance music. Early music. Jazz. Chamber music. Reading about Jewish life cycle events and conversion. Joan. 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