{"id":63501,"date":"2026-02-28T08:02:01","date_gmt":"2026-02-28T14:02:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=63501"},"modified":"2026-02-28T08:05:33","modified_gmt":"2026-02-28T14:05:33","slug":"close-yet-unaffected","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=63501","title":{"rendered":"Close. Yet. Unaffected."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Imbolc and the Moon of Tides<\/p>\n<p>Shabbat gratefuls: Class with Jamie and Luke. Cardio. A transformation grid. Shadow, a sweet girl. Iran. Israel. Gaza. The West Bank. War and peace.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Rene Good. Alex Pretti. Say their names.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Sparks of Joy and Awe:\u00a0 The Night Sky<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Week Kavannah:\u00a0 \u00a0Yetziratiut. Creativity.\u00a0 \u00a0Feedback on my new writing style.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_56086\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-56086\"><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-56086\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_56060\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-56060\"><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-56060\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/The-King-of-Vessels.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-62355 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/The-King-of-Vessels.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"66\" height=\"107\" \/><\/a>Tarot: King of Vessels, Heron<\/p>\n<p>One-legged I stand beside my inner river, feeling joy, fear, inspiration. Purim. Starting the trial. Writing.<\/p>\n<p>One brief shining\u00a0 Life pushes things together: Warren&#8217;s sister dies. We celebrate Purim.\u00a0 Explosions wrack the Middle East.\u00a0 Iranians die. Dawn comes to Shadow Mountain. YHWH echad.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/ChatGPTImageFeb28202606_58_53AM-ezgif.com-webp-to-jpg-converter.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-63503\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/ChatGPTImageFeb28202606_58_53AM-ezgif.com-webp-to-jpg-converter-420x630.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"245\" height=\"368\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/ChatGPTImageFeb28202606_58_53AM-ezgif.com-webp-to-jpg-converter-420x630.jpg 420w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/ChatGPTImageFeb28202606_58_53AM-ezgif.com-webp-to-jpg-converter-744x1116.jpg 744w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/ChatGPTImageFeb28202606_58_53AM-ezgif.com-webp-to-jpg-converter-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/ChatGPTImageFeb28202606_58_53AM-ezgif.com-webp-to-jpg-converter.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 245px) 100vw, 245px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Shadow Mountain continues its snowless winter.<\/p>\n<p>Trump strikes Iran. Executive power abused as royal decree.\u00a0 He uses, like the neo-royalist he is, American fighter jets and bombers, aircraft carriers, to enforce his personal grievances. No checks. No balances. The sound of bombs shattering ears.<\/p>\n<p>My brother, Mark, in Hafar, Saudi Arabia, lives 156 miles from Iran. Just across the Persian Gulf. He says there are no military targets nearby.<\/p>\n<p>A similar situation. In 2005 I helped Joseph move. Late August. While we carried boxes into his Breckenridge apartment at 9,000 feet in the Rocky Mountains, Hurricane Katrina devastated New Orleans. I felt lucky. 9,000 feet above sea level. In the heart of the continent. Lucky and a bit, what? Guilty. Privileged. Distant.<\/p>\n<p>Close. Yet. Unaffected.<\/p>\n<p>This sabbath I write at my own mountain retreat. Far from D.C. Far from the Persian Gulf.\u00a0 In my country&#8217;s name ordnance falls from the sky. Persians seek shelter in Tehran. Jews seek shelter in Tel Aviv. Jerusalem.<\/p>\n<p>I seek shelter. From my own government. Find it in the One.<\/p>\n<p>Warren&#8217;s family grieves. His sister died this week. Pneumonia. MS. A creative heart stilled. I&#8217;m far from that, too. St. Paul.<\/p>\n<p>This Monday evening. Purim. Drink until you can&#8217;t tell the difference between Haman and Esther. A celebration of a female hero who stood up to Haman, the Persian royal vizier\u00a0who would destroy the Jews.<\/p>\n<p>Kate loved dressing up for Purim. She would wear a coat she made for Joseph, a coat of many colors, and a floppy hat. Our first Purim at Congregation Beth Evergreen, 2016, my mouth dropped open.<\/p>\n<p>Dan Herman, then president of the board, came in carrying a case of beer on his shoulder. Others brought several bottles of wine. A bar in the sanctuary. All through the service congregants would go to the bar for another beer or more wine.<\/p>\n<p>Groggers, noise makers, sounded every time Haman&#8217;s name came up in the megillah, the scroll of Esther. Their grating sound joined with boo&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<p>This sabbath, this Rocky Mountain day, I watch the candle burn. Will study Torah at 10. Relax.<\/p>\n<p>Persia. Iran. Jews. A long, long story.<\/p>\n<p>Mark teaches English to young Arab men. Close. Yet. Unaffected.<\/p>\n<p>A scribe adds to the scroll.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Imbolc and the Moon of Tides Shabbat gratefuls: Class with Jamie and Luke. Cardio. A transformation grid. Shadow, a sweet girl. Iran. Israel. Gaza. The West Bank. War and peace. Rene Good. Alex Pretti. Say their names. Sparks of Joy and Awe:\u00a0 The Night Sky &nbsp; Week Kavannah:\u00a0 \u00a0Yetziratiut. Creativity.\u00a0 \u00a0Feedback on my new writing &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=63501\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Close. Yet. Unaffected.<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[65,11,18,4381,100],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-63501","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-family","category-friends","category-holidays","category-judaism","category-politics"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63501","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=63501"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63501\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":63506,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63501\/revisions\/63506"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=63501"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=63501"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=63501"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}