{"id":63608,"date":"2026-03-21T06:37:28","date_gmt":"2026-03-21T12:37:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=63608"},"modified":"2026-03-22T04:32:22","modified_gmt":"2026-03-22T10:32:22","slug":"63608","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=63608","title":{"rendered":"Shining Through"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Spring and the Moon of Liberation<\/p>\n<p>Shabbat gratefuls: Christina. Sam. Jamie. Luke. Two Wendys. Gary. Ayelet. Ode. Tom. Paul. Bill. Neck brace. Writing. Parsha.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Rene Good. Alex Pretti. Say their names.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Sparks of Joy and Awe: Chesed<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/five-of-bows-empowerment.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-63431\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/five-of-bows-empowerment-420x557.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"151\" height=\"201\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/five-of-bows-empowerment-420x557.jpg 420w, https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/five-of-bows-empowerment.jpg 700w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 151px) 100vw, 151px\" \/><\/a>Kavannah: Areyvut. Mutual responsibility.\u00a0 All humans are accountable to each other.<\/p>\n<p>Tarot: Five of Bows, empowerment.\u00a0 Returning to the homeland of your soul. I write.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>One brief shining:\u00a0 I have a coffee mug. A male moose stands in shallow water, looking away, toward the boreal forest. Below him is an inscription: The Gunflint Trail. I bought this mug over forty years ago. It has survived moves, constant handling. A Velveteen Rabbit.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Legacy cannot be purchased; but it is inescapable.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ruth and Gabe will remember me.\u00a0 Ancientrails, words and ideas over time.<\/p>\n<p>Legacy arises from life. It cannot be created by a name on a building or a ghost-written biography.<\/p>\n<p>My social worker, Rachel, believes in the ripple effect. She sees\u00a0 our interactions with others expanding, rippling out. Rachel is a kind and sensitive woman. She treats me with kindness. Her soul expands further into the world when I unconsciously treat another with kindness.<\/p>\n<p>That coffee mug. Has had a ripple effect. On me. Holding it I remember Raeone and a night on the Gunflint Trail when we heard a banging, clanging sound. Opened the door to a black bear, head in our garbage bin.<\/p>\n<p>I remember M.J. We were close, then not.<\/p>\n<p>Holding it I remember the boreal forest which fills the Arrowhead region of Minnesota. Wolves, bears, moose. Glacial lakes. A border with Canada. A long coastline on the Great Lake, Superior.<\/p>\n<p>The ripple effect. Ceramics capture ripples. Over the years since that banging, clanging night I&#8217;ve often picked up this mug, filled it with cold coffee, and signed on zoom with my Ancient Brothers, three of whom still live in Minnesota.<\/p>\n<p>The moose has a few spots where its glaze has worn off to reveal the white glaze of the mug&#8217;s first firing. Constant use has changed it from a souvenir to a vessel of memory, more filled with Grand Marais and the North Shore than the gallons of coffee I&#8217;ve drunk from it.<\/p>\n<p>The mug&#8217;s legacy. An emptiness bounded by glazed clay. It&#8217;s that emptiness, the cylinder-shaped nothing. That makes it useful.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s legacy. Unintended. Yet inevitable. Our lives create an empty space which others can pour themselves into.\u00a0 At my age much of my glazing has worn off from\u00a0 constant handling. The self&#8211;my neshama&#8211;once glazed over by convention and routine, now casts a gentle glow through my long frayed exterior.<\/p>\n<p>Pick up the mug.<br \/>\nFill it.<br \/>\nRemember.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Spring and the Moon of Liberation Shabbat gratefuls: Christina. Sam. Jamie. Luke. Two Wendys. Gary. Ayelet. Ode. Tom. Paul. Bill. Neck brace. Writing. Parsha. Rene Good. Alex Pretti. Say their names. Sparks of Joy and Awe: Chesed &nbsp; Kavannah: Areyvut. Mutual responsibility.\u00a0 All humans are accountable to each other. Tarot: Five of Bows, empowerment.\u00a0 Returning &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=63608\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Shining Through<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4394,243,246],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-63608","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fourth-phase","category-memories","category-minnesota"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63608","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=63608"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63608\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":63613,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63608\/revisions\/63613"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=63608"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=63608"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=63608"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}