Spring and the Moon of Liberation<\/p>\n
Wednesday gratefuls: Diane. Shadow’s duvet nest. Relief. My phone returns. Tara’s big help. Fiber and protein. Groceries.<\/p>\n
Rene Good. Alex Pretti. Say their names.<\/p>\n
Sparks of Joy and Awe: Cease Fire<\/p>\n Kavannah: Wonder. Malchut.\u00a0 Shadow<\/p>\n Tarot: paused<\/p>\n One brief shining: Some days. Yesterday. Tara picked up my phone from the Synagogue. Once again I am in thrall. She also picked up my grocery order and my meds. The Miralax chose yesterday to kick in. I couldn’t have walked to the pharmacy and back to the car without a problem.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Not often two week defining events get resolved on the same day. Constipation ended though stomach soreness has not. I can sleep. Get up from a chair without concern. A festival moment for the Moon of Liberation.<\/p>\n My body got relief from a pestering problem.<\/p>\n Also starts sending out messages. Buy the high fiber oatmeal. The seven grain bread. Move more. Sensible. Stuff I know. I order a clamshell of Kiwi fruit.<\/p>\n Yesterday afternoon I had to get my groceries. Couldn’t. Asked Tara. She agreed. Got my meds. My pick up order. When she got back, she put the groceries away. A good friend.<\/p>\n Using the creepily easy find my phone feature in Google, I saw a small, red upside down tear light up in Lakewood. Lakewood? Only took a moment. Luke’s apartment. Made sense since we had lunch together on Sunday and Luke drove.<\/p>\n Sure enough. When Luke looked in the Subaru, my phone was on the passenger’s side. Yay! He took it to Bagel Table, but had to leave it there. Indisposed as mentioned above, I couldn’t get it. Tara had a tutoring student at CBE on Tuesday. Worked well.<\/p>\n When she came with the phone, she also brought Eleanor. Shadow and Eleanor played hard while Tara left for Safeway. I stayed home, preserving my dignity.<\/p>\n The two burs in my side since Sunday a week a go. Got plucked. It was 8-10 days of silence. Once I got over my 21st century existential crisis–someone might need to talk to me!–I found my phone’s absence a relief.<\/p>\n Except when I thought, oh, I need to text Ruth. Look up characters in a movie. Calendar. Emails. You know. That stuff we do with these powerful small computers.<\/p>\n I’m lucky to have a friend like Tara. She says yes whenever possible and shows such joy when helping. That makes it easier to ask her. I’m learning how to navigate this weaker me.<\/p>\n Happy that between my friends and Miralax I could have a celebratory Tuesday.<\/p>\n An epidemic of loneliness.<\/p>\n I live alone, largely relying on myself day-to-day. When trouble comes, I count on an inner-circle of friends and family.<\/p>\n Alone. Spring and the Moon of Liberation Wednesday gratefuls: Diane. Shadow’s duvet nest. Relief. My phone returns. Tara’s big help. Fiber and protein. Groceries. Rene Good. Alex Pretti. Say their names. Sparks of Joy and Awe: Cease Fire Kavannah: Wonder. Malchut.\u00a0 Shadow Tarot: paused One brief shining: Some days. Yesterday. Tara picked up my phone from … Continue reading Charlie’s Big Day<\/span>
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