{"id":7509,"date":"2010-08-22T16:49:44","date_gmt":"2010-08-22T22:49:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=7509"},"modified":"2016-05-03T11:15:39","modified_gmt":"2016-05-03T17:15:39","slug":"feeling-better-me-dwindling-hilo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=7509","title":{"rendered":"Feeling Better.  Me.  Dwindling.  Hilo."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lughnasa\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waxing Artemis Moon<\/p>\n<p>Ah.\u00a0 It seems the nasties have journeyed on to other warm bloody creatures, leaving me in peace for now.\u00a0 I hope my body now recognizes and will fend off these creatures that live only to replicate and in so doing make us feel bad.\u00a0 But they don&#8217;t care.<\/p>\n<p>Groceries this morning.\u00a0 Filled up the cart with fruit and vegetables and turkey burgers, soy milk and slim milk, Sharps and Diet Cherry Coke, a bit of feta cheese, some sliced turkey for the dogs, a few cheese curds, some peanut butter, oops, just realized I forgot the cereal, chicken breasts.\u00a0 You know.\u00a0 The stuff of daily eating.\u00a0 It was church time while I shopped so I suppose we were all heathens in there, except for those righteous Catholics who went to Saturday night mass.\u00a0 Grocery shopping has a soothing quality.\u00a0 It combines shopping with a genuine need so the selection of items reflects not so much consumer driven behavior&#8211;though that does rear its head&#8211;as it does animal needs.<\/p>\n<p>(The Mexicans do mercado better.)<\/p>\n<p>Hilo has, as Kate says, the dwindles.\u00a0 She&#8217;s becoming very thin and tentative.\u00a0 We believe she&#8217;s lost the better part of her sight.\u00a0 Last week she seemed frightened, wide-eyed and jittery; this week feels different.\u00a0 Perhaps a resignation of sorts.\u00a0 It&#8217;s sad to watch her fade away, but she still lives her life.\u00a0 Napping with us this afternoon, going outside to wander around the yard.\u00a0 Eating a bit now and then.\u00a0 Live until you die.\u00a0 That&#8217;s what I want for me and for her.<\/p>\n<p>The sewing machine is on its movable platform, the wind-up reels for the cloth are in place, we attached a high-tech stitch regulator and a laser pointer to the apparatus that allows Kate to guide the needle.\u00a0 Now it&#8217;s RTFM, a couple of extension cords and she&#8217;ll be ready to practice.\u00a0 No more taking pieced work out for quilting, now it happens here, right in our lower level.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lughnasa\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Waxing Artemis Moon Ah.\u00a0 It seems the nasties have journeyed on to other warm bloody creatures, leaving me in peace for now.\u00a0 I hope my body now recognizes and will fend off these creatures that live only to replicate and in so doing make us feel bad.\u00a0 But they don&#8217;t care. Groceries this morning.\u00a0 &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/?p=7509\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Feeling Better.  Me.  Dwindling.  Hilo.<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[60,4,56,65,127],"tags":[287,1847,111,2717,2468],"class_list":["post-7509","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-aging","category-cooking","category-dogs","category-family","category-health","tag-food","tag-hilo","tag-kate","tag-long-arm-quilter","tag-sick"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7509","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7509"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7509\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":36830,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7509\/revisions\/36830"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7509"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7509"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ancientrails.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7509"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}