Up at Night: Sequelae

Beltane                                                                  Emergence Moon

Slept in until 9 this morning after my couple of hours of insomnia. Cost me a lunch with Tom and Bill this afternoon since I have to get out there and chop wood, carry water for the Beltane bonfire tonight. Insomnia is one of those things that hits those of us with anxiety once in a while. Its trigger is not obvious and I’ve long ago decided that figuring what causes insomnia only exacerbates it.

As a general rule, my life is more placid now that it has been at any other point. Still, the occasional mood storm rushes through my inner world much like the rain ran through here last night, fast and furious. This one is gone now, perhaps leaving with the morning rush of hormones. Don’t know.

Anyhow I have Latin and chopping wood today. Carrying water, too.