Tyranny and Volatility

Samain                                                  Closing Moon

Glad I was in deep space with the coming of the Formic Wars yesterday. US politics are a mess. I’m not referring mostly to the Republican victories, but to the system as a whole right now. Yes, I’m unhappy about the Republican tilt, but I’m more unhappy about the volatility in our political life at all levels, especially Congress.

Democracy has two primary weaknesses. The first is the tyranny of the majority, seen so well during the days of Supreme Court sanctioned slavery, then Jim Crow. The second is its potential volatility, resulting when political sentiments careen wildly, often due to voter apathy and narrowed factionalism. Tyranny of the majority is self-evidently bad, but the second is more subtle.

Volatility brings instability in policy making, as shifts in power in legislative and executive offices cause sudden lurches in the making of laws and in executive decisions. Immigration, global climate change and American foreign policy are three important policy areas where where clear government action seems further and further away.

One party in control is not the opposite of volatility. The opposite of volatility is an electorate that makes considered choices, shows up at the polls in substantial numbers and keeps pressure on their elected officials after election day. Presidential elections are often better than mid-terms in this regard.

A Day in Deep Space

Samain                                                            Closing Moon

Spending the night in a Quality Inn in Lincoln, Nebraska near the only capitol with a unicameral legislature. Left Conifer sometime in the morning. I say sometime because I got up at 5am with Central Daylight Time moving my body in Mountain Standard Time.  Drove across Colorado, looking back occasionally at the snowcapped Rockies, mountains which had been mostly gray/green on my arrival last Friday.

All the day the nation has voted and I’ve been in deep space with the beginning of the first Formic war, part of Orson Scott Card’s Ender series. Having voted a week ago by mail and powerless today to have even the smallest effect on the outcome, I decided to stay dark and just drive.

A full closing moon rose over stubbled corn fields often filled with herds of cattle gleaning between the rows. Other fields had the working lights of corn pickers raising clouds of dust as they moved through light tan rows of ripe corn, yellow rivers of kernels flowing into flanking trucks. This is early November and the corn harvest is still underway.

I noticed a degree of comfort rose in my chest as I reentered the agriculture zone after 6 days in my new home. In the arid west there are cattle and mesquite, mountains and conifers, but no yet to harvest fields of corn. This place with its Great Wheel rhythms, the rhythms of my whole life, these humid plains and the farms of the Midwest have cut deep furrows in the fields of my memory.

Last night at Brooks in Aspen Park I met Sarah, a Kentucky transplant, from the largish city of Louisville, still not sure about this mountain, winter thing she had moved into just a year ago. A waitress and young she still felt out of place and a deep part of me understood her bewilderment. I also know that if she stays a while, she’ll become one with the mountains and the winters just as I became one with winters and lakes.

 

Back to My Second Home

Samain                                                          Closing Moon

Coming home a day early. Sears Outlet, which I love for its prices, does not get the same affection for its service. We ordered a washer and dryer a couple of weeks ago, both to be delivered today. This was online.

When nothing appeared about the washer in our e-mail, Kate called. Oh, the store had cancelled that order. Huh? Today, November 4th, the day promised on the website I had received no call from Sears about delivery times. Another call. Oh, the store hasn’t shipped that yet. OK. Cancel the dryer. We’ll take care of these when we can look someone in the eye.

Aside from a few phone calls, that was my last reason for staying. With it removed, I’m on the road for my second home. Today.

Up With the Stars

Samain                                            Closing Moon

Body on Central Daylight Time so I’m up with the stars still brilliant. The night sky here, with very little light pollution, is an amenity itself. The Milky Way shows off its galaxy collection and the constellations look like they were placed and lit with the aid of a teaching astronomer.

With the fence contracted this trip feels like a success. Yes, there have been other things accomplished, but without a fence completed before we move the remainder of the winter would have been difficult. Not pioneer, huddle around the peat stove difficult, but doggy difficult.

One anomaly will present itself to any visitor here. Though we are in the mountains, we are in a small neighborhood with folks closer on either side than at our Andover home. At 67 neighbors are good. So is highway 78, which runs in front of our home here. It’s a main thoroughfare (although between sparsely populated areas) and as a result receives full county snow removal.

Though we’re not off completely by ourselves, the neighbors are keep to themselves types, probably NRA friendly, but that’s the environment politically in Anoka County, too. Conifer and Evergreen as a whole though seem to lean more liberal, at least judging by the ever reliable bumper sticker survey.

Just went out on the balcony a moment ago and discovered my old buddy Orion rising off to the west. Which seemed wrong to me, at least to my sense of direction, so I went inside to recheck our orientation with my backcountry navigator app. It was my sense of where Orion ought to be that was off. He is in the west.

I can already feel my mind returning to its normal level of curiosity. With the house purchased and the fence contractor identified, the unknowns that remain are exciting. Finding the Maxwell waterfall trailhead, which is only a couple of miles from here. Visiting the national forest information center just off 285. Driving more of the roads around here.

Though we have neighbors and a main road, we are otherwise isolated with national forest, state and city and county parks all around us. It will be the natural world here that will take the place of the Twin Cities’ cultural scene.

There are yet a few more matters to do today: get the dryer installed, call firewood folk, call boiler guy, call Intermountain electric for locate service, pack for trip home.

I’ll be coming down the mountain Wednesday morning, headed for Minnesota.

 

 

Save the Brakes

Samain                                                      Closing Moon

Oh. And yes I voted absentee before I left.

In the end Brian’s numbers were too high. Mike’s going to do the fence. His plan is less effective in some ways, but with a spare $3,600 (over Brian’s bid) to make up for problems, Mike’s our guy. Since we plan to marry traditional fencing and the invisible fence, this should work fine.

We have gas, electricity, broadband, a phone number, water and will have a fence. Kate’s been advancing at home, gathering bids from painters and final numbers from the carpet guy. We still need trash collection, snow removal and firewood. And, of course, out stuff. George Carlin would be proud of us. We’ve got stuff. A full moving van’s worth. Ah, the monastic life.

The Colorado Toyota service seem like a real find. Spent a half an hour with them discussing mountain driving, tires, their service. Basically, they have Toyota trained techs, OEM parts, but are not affiliated with a dealer. They recommend Blizzak tires, a Bridgestone product, which I’ll buy once we get out there in December. “You go through brakes faster in the mountains,” Kevin said. With 2nd gear and careful planning we can save the brakes.

I’ve done our forwarding changes on line, so mail should be no problem. I’ve also tried to eat my through the area restaurants, to gauge quality. So far my favorite food came at Los 3Garcias. Authentic Mexican. Brooks is good, too, as is the Brookforest Inn.

Our process continues to serve us well, keeping us just ahead of looming deadlines and schedules. It’s been a joint effort all the way. That doesn’t mean I haven’t managed to crank up a few good anxiety episodes, I have, but they have not dominated.

 

 

News From the Non-Tech Otherworld of the last three days.

Samain                                                                                             Closing Moon

So. On Samain I went over to the Otherworld (Conifer, Colorado with no internet service and a gimpy computer). Luckily I got back just this morning, still in Colorado and with only two full days having passed. Translation, I reset my computer to its factory defaults and got my phone number from Century Link so I could connect the DSL.

In resetting the computer I lost my posts written in Wordpad while in the Otherworld (that old one with no technology) so this is, in effect, my first post since Samain began.

A lot has happened. On Samain morn, I met with various real estate, banker and closer types to complete the purchase of Black Mountain Drive. That was easier than setting up the damn DSL and returning from the no-tech Otheworld.

I’ve been camped out in a lower level bedroom with my REI sleeping bag and a pillow. First night was difficult, but I got a good nap. The next day we switched back to standard time, one of the real chaos events in my world since I’m a standard time all the time is good enough for me guy, so some sleep lost adjusting there, but last night I slept great.

Being in the mountains is wonderful. I keep having do I really live here feelings. Shadow Mountain drive, the road up here from the Aspen Park area, winds past mountain meadows, huge outcroppings of a reddish rock, log cabins and millionaire’s retreats made of stone. These last perch on hillsides or on rocky promontories. By the time you get up Shadow Mountain to our place on Black Mountain Drive the housing has become less grand.

The mule deer come into our backyard, dining on weeds, lichen and small tufts of a tough grass. They are placid, allowing me to get within 30 or 40 feet before turning tail and scampering off, further up the mountain, using the power line corridor as a throughway.

The big mission while here, in addition to buying the house, is getting a fence built. We’re going to rely this time on a combination of invisible fence technology and a four foot perimeter fence to which I will attach the invisible (really visible, and bright yellow at that) fence. Making the place safe for our hounds and getting it done before we move is very important.

I met Saturday with Mike, “the fence guy.” He’s a local, a one man company, and has been building fence up here for 23 years. He’s also a pretty close match to John Goodman, especially Goodman’s character in the Big Lebowski. He’s one option, but he stops working once the ground freezes. That happens, he says, after a snowfall, a thaw and a subsequent freeze. There’s snow on the ground this morning.

Brian, of A Straight Up Fence, is on his way now. Richard, of Pioneer fence, said he’d take care of us if the local guys don’t work out. I’m inclined to go with Mike but we’ll see what Brian has to say.

On Saturday night I had supper with Jon and Jen at Uokura, sushi place in Golden. The three of us like sushi and sashimi so we often dine Japanese. Saw the grandkids yesterday. Gabe came down, snuggled up, explained about nose bleeds, then said, “I’m going back upstairs.” Ruthie stuck her head over the banister then pulled it back. She was shy, she said. Jon and I watched a bit of the Broncos at the Patriots, then I  headed over to the Best Buy to have them work on this computer.

Both ways I drove along Colfax Avenue for miles, driving from Golden through the western edge of Denver, then through downtown past the Capitol building and up Colorado Avenue past the Denver Zoo the museum of natural history. Colfax is equivalent to Minneapolis’ Lake Street. Both are very long and involve multiple ethnic transitions though Colfax is said here to be the longest street in the country.

Just got done with Brian. He’s a sharp guy. Unfortunately for Mike, if Brian’s numbers come in well, I’m going to go with him.

Time to head down to the village, deed in hand, to forward mail from here to Minnesota for six weeks, apparently the Post Office requires proof of ownership. Makes sense. Then I’m also going to visit Certified Toyota Service which looks like a small outside the metro service to get Toyota maintenance done. Gonna check with them about their recommendations on tires.

So, Lunch. Mail. Toyota. Back up the mountain. Nap.

 

 

Cyber Dementia

Fall                                                                 Closing Moon

So this computer continues to baffle me. Somedays it recognizes me, somedays not. As if it has some form of cyber dementia. Then, as if in compensation, today it allowed me to see the whole browser screen and I can once again publish. Maybe it’s move-stupid, too.

A good rest last night, a quick shower and the Rav4 will go the two blocks to 285. Then, for the last time as a non-home owner in Colorado, I’ll drive 20 minutes west into the Front Range to Conifer (the wide spot in the road with some businesses) and have breakfast.

After breakfast comes wandering around between Aspen Park and Conifer, seeing the businesses there, getting familiar with the area. As it gets close to 11, I’ll find Guardian title and, with Kate’s power of attorney in hand, I’ll buy a house.

 

 

Ready to Do the Deal

Fall                                                                                             Closing Moon

The money has been wired. The settlement sheets are final. The power of attorney is in the car. Tomorrow I drive to Conifer to finish off the house search with the closing.

Tonight I’m in a Best Western in Lakewood, very close to 285, the main route up to Conifer. A night in Denver helps with acclimatization or so the high altitude docs say. This is a very interesting place because the lobby has dinosaur fossils, big ones, all over. A triceratops skull, a huge femur, some kind of aquasauras in plaster behind the reception desk. There’s a dinosaur focused national site somewhere near here.

When I drove into Colorado, I felt different. Not like coming home, not yet, but a sort of newcomer thrill, distinct from that of a visitor. Then, when I saw the mountains in the far distance while still a long way from Denver, it hit me that I would be living up there, somewhere. My sense of direction is not good enough yet to pick out Conifer, but that will come.

Tomorrow night will be my first night in the new house. Wow. I have some trepidation, little furniture and no internet, it passes through me, what will I do? It’s like a first date. What will we talk about? I’m sure it will be fine. Maybe.

I can’t publish these because some gremlin I can’t eject has narrowed my screen, slicing off the right section where the publish button is, but WordPress automatically saves drafts. Once I get this fixed, I’ll post all of these at once.

Kate has scheduled the movers. They will pack December 15 and 16th, the load on 17 and 18.  We will load the cargo van (a rental) and the Rav4 and take off, probably on the 18th. The dogs will be in a kennel beginning Monday. Gertie would bite the movers and the rest would definitely be in the way.

One of the painting crews has come and made a bid, the second one comes on Monday. Meanwhile I’ll have the fencing guys and the Geek Squad. I’m going to have them help me set up the wireless in the house, then link it to the study over the garage. I know from experience that wireless setups are difficult. At least for me.

Move-stupid has been a useful idea, describing a lot of what’s happening. In the zone of the moving process we’re focused and getting things done. Outside of it, sometimes it’s a struggle. I’m much more rested tonight, not aching like I was last night. The closing isn’t until 11 which gives me time to sleep in, shower, get up to Conifer for breakfast.

My Own Private Nebraska

Fall                                                                                   Closing Moon

Leaving Mahoney State Park when I finish this. Tonight the Lakewood Best Western the on to Conifer, Guardian Title on Friday.

The day is clear and bright, cool. I’m still in the humid east, the over 20″ a year rainfall region, but I’m close to its edge. After that, the arid West.

I’m excited about the closing, the house, getting the fence set up. This is my second trip to Colorado this month, both related to Black Mountain Drive, both necessary.

A little weary this morning since my left hip has started to ache as the drive goes long, leaving the end of the day a bit more exhausting than normal.

Called

Fall                                                                                            Closing Moon

Here at Mahoning State Park lodge again. This may be the 7th or 8th time I’ve stopped here. It’s inexpensive, has a great view of the Platte, especially from its glass-walled restaurant. The park is also over half way to Denver, or, in this instance, Conifer.

Realized as I drove out of the Cities today that this was the first trip to Colorado not focused on visiting a child or grandchildren. This gives the trip a different tonality. It made reading the Minnesota state line marker a very different experience. “Thanks for visiting Minnesota.”

I am leaving Minnesota, but not being a Minnesotan. Minnesota brought out the best in me, allowed me to grow into the man I could become. In that most important sense I will always identify myself as a Minnesotan. And that’s no surprise. Of 67 years I’ve spent 45+ as a resident.

When I left Indiana, I moved intentionally north, influenced by aspects of Jack London’s work that left me seeking pine trees, lakes and four distinct seasons. I found all that and much more.

Now I’m moving west, influenced by my children and their choices, yes, but also by the essence of London’s vision, that the natural world calls us to our best selves. The Rocky Mountains and their bulk, their varying eco-systems, the wildness of them draw me now just as those pine trees and lakes did over 45 years ago.

Till tomorrow morning.