Fall New (Dark) Moon
I went back to the hospital last night to see Kate. She was loopy with her finger on the PCA, patient controlled anesthetic. It adds a hit of morphine when she decides she needs it. She has a dilemma: the pain is intense (to be expected with work on bone) but she does not like the way the morphine makes her feel.
Current plan has her in the hospital through Wednesday with Thursday a possibility if the pain has not subsided. Pain management and the danger of infection are the primary reasons for her stay.
When I got to the hospital around 7:20, she had just arrived her in room. It was a long recovery. She was happy to have the procedure finished and the healing process underway. Around 8, when the visiting hours are over, I left a very quiet hospital. Kate had her fingers on the TV remote.
To continue for just a moment in the vein of pathology my vertigo hangs on, not too bad, but present. It seems to return at some level after I lie down for a bit. What’s left now is a woozy feeling on the periphery and the sense that I might pass into nausea. In other words the symptoms, or their ghosts, hang on though the initial insult has waned. No fun, but it’s not back surgery either.
