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Fall From Heaven the Bright Stars

Winter                                                                          Moon of the Winter Solstice

Been reading the Elder Eddas.  Here’s a quote that I think will start Loki’s Children:

“The sun darkens, earth in ocean sinks, fall from heaven the bright stars, fires breath assails the all-nourishing tree, towering fire plays against heaven itself.”

These ice landers had a way, an economic way with words.  Here’s another example:

“He is sated with the last breath of dying men; the god’s seat he with red gore defiles; swart is the sunshine then for summers after; all weather turns to storm.  Understand ye yet, or what?”

These stories captured my attention long ago and I’ve read versions, interpretations and scholarly material.  They have seeped their way into my own story-telling, not as templates or as immediate content, but as story evokers.  Sometimes I take bits, like a focus on Yggdrasil in Even the Gods Must Die.  Sometimes I take ideas, like Ragnarok and Loki’s children, as motivating forces, even characters inserted into the narrative I’m creating.

I treat them as inspiration, not material to follow slavishly.  I have the same relationship with the Celtic mythological material and have blended it into Missing and will continue to do that in Loki’s Children.

How long this immersion in them will last, I’m not sure.  Maybe a week of reading, maybe more.  Depends on how long it takes for Loki’s Children to press forward, demand that I get to work on it directly.  After this week I’ll have mornings free through July 1st.  That run will see me well into this project.

I also loaded into Scrivener one other full novel:  The God Who Wanted It All, a focus on Aztec mythology and Superior Wolf, a partially finished novel that I’ve struggled to get well underway.  Working in Scrivener is so much easier than the much clumsier methods required using word.

This guy showed up in some research I did.  His model for self-publishing looks very well thought out and creative.  Give him a look if that sort of stuff interests you.  He’s done a long piece with Beowulf as the backdrop.  Fantasy Castle Books.

On My Platter

Winter                                                                      Moon of the Winter Solstice

Today is distribution day for the manuscripts of Missing.  As I said before, I have some anxiety about this, but I know that facing this anxiety and going ahead anyhow is its only solvent.  It’s exciting to me to be 65 and still have cutting edge growth on my platter.  The anxiety is merely a mental clue that this work matters to me.  A lot.

On my platter.  A cliche.  Yes.  But meaningful, as many cliches are.  Overly the last year I’ve though about my platter, just what I want to serve myself every day.  What are the main food groups in my day to day life.  Let’s assume the broad base of the food pyramid consists of family, financial matters, home, food and exercise.  This is the stuff that forms the essential nutrition.  Next up from this base level are dogs, garden, bees, Woolly Mammoths.  Friendly and interdependent relationships with other humans, animals, insects and plants.  This level provides intimate feedback on a regular basis.

Then come increasingly idiosyncratic activities:  reading, watching movies, listening to music, visiting art museums, travel.  Finally come the core activities in which I not only participate but actively create:  this blog, writing novels, translating Latin and putting together tours at the MIA.  Oh, well, the food pyramid breaks down here.  Maybe Maslow’s hierarchy does a better job at this juncture.

These last three writing, Latin and art have become the arenas in which I express the creative, generative aspects of myself, those aspects Maslow calls self-actualization.  Utilizing either the food pyramid or Maslow, engaging this work is only possible if the base, the friendly and interdependent and, too, the more solitary levels are in place and functioning.  Then the work that becomes play, the work that transcends labor can happen.

Latin, art and creative writing.   These are now the core of my work and, I think, will remain so for as long as I’m healthy.

8 more Terra Cotta Tours to go

Winter                                                                    Moon of the Winter Solstice

Two terra cotta tours today.  Went well.  60 people on the public tour.  Quite an event moving everyone around in an already crowded exhibition.  Fun anyhow.

All my beta reader mss. are ready for distribution.  Tomorrow and Saturday I’ll mail and deliver them.  I’m asking for them back by January 31st.  A little nervous because I want honest feedback and writing is tender, at least for me.  No thick skin here.

No other way to grow, move on as a writer.  On the other side of the critique is better work and that’s where I’m headed.

The Hours Before Christmas

Winter                                                                       Moon of the Winter Solstice

Went out today to pick up the bound copies of Missing.  Fun to see the thick, maybe 4 inches, copy of my work over the last year, year and a half.  It has what Kinko’s calls a comb binding which consists of a round linked spiral of plastic wound through closely space holes punched in the left margin.   This will allow each of my beta readers to have their own copy that they can mark up as much as they want.  A lot, I hope.  Not sure why but I really feel different about this process.  Better.

Then over to the Festival grocery store for a few items we needed.  It closed at 4 today and I was there at 3:15 pm.  The mood was jolly.  A very nice Christmas surprise.  When I walked in, a guy my age, white hair with a ponytail and beard, black leather Harley jacket pushed a cart out toward me.  “There you go.”  A small gesture, kind.  But so in keeping with the season that it left me smiling the whole time I was in the store.

Back home where Kate cooked tenderloin fillets, potatoes and green beans.  A festive supper.  And a good one.

Now Christmas eve has almost come to an end.  We plan to go see Abraham Lincoln tomorrow and eat Chinese.  Jewish solidarity.

Long Projects

Winter                                                              Moon of the Winter Solstice

As I’m writing the laser printer spits out the first copy of the revised manuscript.  268 pages single-space.  It’s cheaper for me to print them on my laser printer, then have Kinko’s bind them.  3 copies, two bound.  One bound copy to Lonnie and Stefan, one to Lydia.  Kate and I can read the loose leaf copy.

This time I’m going to put a full court press on finding an agent.  If you read this and have a way to connect me with an agent or an author you know who has an agent–and are willing to share–please let me know.

Kate said the other day that I preferred long projects.  I’d never thought of it that way.  But she’s right.  Getting to the point of proficient Latin translation still has some years ahead and I’ve already invested three.  I have more degrees than make sense and each one took years.  Then, there’s this whole writing thing.  I’ve been at it now for over twenty years, off and on.

Each book takes at least a year, sometimes more depending on the amount of delay in getting through the rough draft.  Then, there’s revisions.  And now there will be a serious quest for a publisher.  This time I feel good about what I’ve done.  Not necessarily a good sign since writers are notoriously bad judges of their own work, but there you are.

Anyhow it feels to good to have arrived at this point and tomorrow, I plan to start Loki’s Children, the second volume of the Tailte novels.

Saturday

Winter                                                            Moon of the Winter Solstice

The long night has come and gone.  The days have begun to grow longer, even if only by seconds.  I’ll be happy to see the first flowers of spring, the bees coming and going again, the garlic pushing its way through the mulch; of course I will, but that is in its season.  The season now is one of cold and darkness and I like it, too.

I have done my first compilation of Missing.  It’s 110,000 words.  A 320 page paperback, roughly.  Using Scrivener makes the process of creating a manuscript from many different documents pretty easy.  That’s not to say the first compilation is what I want.  It’s not.  Not quite.  So, I’ll have to spend some time fussing with it tomorrow, but I don’t think it will too long to get one that pleases me.

On the downside I got so into this task and my workout that followed that I missed signals from Kate that she was locked out.  Our garage door opener had quit working; she left it here and went out to do her nails.  When she came back, I was already working out and she couldn’t get in.  She was pretty steamed when she did.  She slogged through the snow in her clogs.  Not a happy camper at all.

 

Another Step Along the Way

Samhain                                                      Moon of the Winter Solstice

Over this weekend I will print out my first draft of Missing, that is, the first copy after the rough draft.  This one has many more revisions in it that I had planned.  It will get reproduced and bound for my beta readers.  I’m hoping they’ll finish it by the end of January, then I’ll go at it again.   Meanwhile on Christmas Eve I’ll put initial key to electrical impulse on Loki’s Children.

New Moon Coming

Samhain                                                                             Thanksgiving Moon

The Thanksgiving moon has almost winked out.  After the new moon, the Winter Solstice Moon will rise, the lunar watch over our longest night.  That’s only 10 days away.  As I’ve written often here, this is my favorite holiday, that pause in the cycle of the year where we can focus on the night, on the darkness, on the fecundity and the danger.  I guess I’m in my own Advent season right now.  As the time ticks away, closer and closer to our latitude’s longest absence from the sun.

By the time it comes, Missing will have its revision finished, this first one and have been printed out and in the hands of beta readers.  This liturgical season, Samhain, summer’s end, is the season of the final harvest and it’s fitting that at its end the work on Missing will wrap up for now.  It is also fitting that, in the liturgical season of the Winter Solstice, that a new book will begin, Loki’s Children.  In the darkness seeds grow, push out roots, explore the path to the air.  Waiting for springs warm days.

 

Can Missing be Found?

Samhain                                                         Thanksgiving Moon

As I proceed in the revision of Missing, which has grown to include a couple of more scenes imagined before going to sleep, I’m beginning to be excited about marketing it.  I can see using Facebook, this blog, my tumblr blog, other lists to get it out there.  Partly thinking about how to market Kate’s work has lead me to think about my own.

I’m going to need Beta readers within the month.  A Beta reader reads the novel still in draft form and provides comments:  what works.  what doesn’t.  pace.  grammar.  typos.  plot. characters.  anything.  I’ve got some ideas, but I’m open to others.  Missing is fantasy, not a literary novel.

Slumped

Samhain                                                               Thanksgiving Moon

Still in that post-push slump, keeping myself going, going, going.  Then, nothing.  Quite a change.  I don’t like the feeling though it seems inevitable given the number of times its happened.

I feel unmoored, untethered, directionless.  Didn’t get back on the Latin horse this morning, allowed some really piddling difficulties with the Mythology class to distract me.  They reinforce this feeling.

Another inevitable part of this process is the gradual reclaiming of energy and focus, the renewal that grabs me as I catch hold again, ready for another swing around the carousel.

Hasn’t happened yet.  It will.