33 59% 35% 0mph windrose WSW bar steady dewpoint 20 Waxing Crescent of the Snow Moon Holiseason
Extra long nap. Up. Work out. Glad to have the new routine. It seems to make sense. I do the regular phase 4 movement prep, pre-hab and strength routines and add the advanced endurance aerobics. Feels about right.
Feeling fragmented, unfocused. Priorities seem out of whack. Not long term, just in the current moment. Don’t like the feeling. As if the center (which, if I understand Buddhism correctly, does not exist) will not hold, different motivators come to the surface, push me in this direction or that. Less conscious choice.
The fire pit, if it’s to be finished this year, needs to get dug before the ground freezes. A tour on Sunday needs constructing. There is overdue filing that demands attention. I’ve spent the last couple of days working on the Hawai’i trip, too. Just a lot of stuff to do, and no work on the writing at all. All one me. Still…
