Category Archives: Latin

Anco Impari.

Fall                                                               Samhain Moon
T. S. Eliot       Little Gidding V

“We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.”

The hurry of last week has receded and today is an outdoor day, raspberries and fertilizer. It’s chilly out there, but physical labor adds its own heat.

The end is in sight for both MOOCs, Modern/Post Modern with only two more weeks and ModPo with four.  Like the course I took last year on Greek Myth both of these have been excellent.  The interactive discussion forums and the video lectures in small, accessible chunks work well for the at home classroom.  The reading in all three has been challenging, definitely college and post-grad level material.  Did I mention that they’re free?

The Great Course’s cd and dvd classes, taught by professors of proven teaching ability, are excellent, too.  The lectures in these courses are longer and in more depth, but I have not found the spur to do the reading as I have in the MOOC’s.  That’s me, of course.  And, there is no interaction at all.  An advantage is that you can do them over any time frame and in multiple venues.  The MOOCs require a computer screen.  These are not free.

Though I am at heart an auto-didact and can develop my own reading plans, I appreciate these compressed experiences where an expert in a field alerts you to current issues and literature.  They’re a quicker way in to a broad foundation in a discipline and for an overview of what might have additional interest.

Over the years I’ve pursued in particular the history of ideas, ancient history:  Rome, Egypt, China, mythology, philosophy and literature.  In literature I’ve tended to focus on the classics and on the classical tradition.  These broad areas have fascinated me for a long time.  I plan to challenge myself over the fallow time with calculus.  Kate’s promised time as my tutor.

I suppose I could gamble or drink or run naked through the streets, but, hey.  Each to his own?  Right?

The New Way

Fall                                                                              Samhain Moon

Latin today, a good lesson.  I forgot basics, stumbled around, thought I had it when I didn’t.  So why keep banging my forehead against the solid wall of the Roman language?  There’s no reason, no necessity.  Just like the MOOC’s I’m taking are not necessary.

When Kate pressed me on taking two MOOC’s at once, I replied, “I never took less than 18-20 credits a quarter in college.  Graduated with way more credits than I needed.”  She looked at me. “You’re not in college anymore.”  There’s that.

In my defense I did set one aside, so I only took two instead of three.  That’s progress, right?

No, there’s something deeper going on here, I know that.  Learning keeps my mind vital, alert, attentive.  It helps me jump out of ruts into new territory.  I’ve always been curious what’s beyond the limits, the city limits, the college rules limit, the religious limits, the limits of the universe.  Liminal spaces are my favorite, places where two worlds intersect, a little blurry, mostly undefined.  In the past, the now distant past, I used to get there chemically, now books and movies and essays and thoughts and the shovel and the quiet mind and the open heart, they get me there instead.

I want to stand on the shore looking out, stand on the peak looking over the valleys, stand at the mouth of the cave looking in, then follow my gaze.  See what’s beyond safe ground. I hope I never lose that desire.  In fact, I hope I have it when I’m facing death, wondering what’s just beyond the safe ground of life itself.  But not, as my ENT doc said, for a long time.

Latin

Fall                                                              Samhain Moon

Back in the SPQR.  Translating Metamorphoses this morning, 6 verses and I didn’t pull my hair out too often.  That’s because, of course, there’s so little left.  The Latin has had me going this way and that.  It’s too much, takes too much time.  Maybe I’ve gotten from it what I want, what I intended.  Then, but I’ve invested 3 + years at it.  Finally, ok, I’ll try it again for a while.

Then, this morning. I had a great time.  Always wise to suspend judgement until some data is at hand.

TGIF

Fall                                                                     New (Samhain) Moon

Rain washing away the drought, ushering in cooler, more fall like weather.  Gray skies and a general chill in the air.  Familiar to anyone from a temperate latitude.  I like it.

Busy day today.  Up early and out in the garden in the cool before dawn, working with my hands spreading fertilizer, raking it in to the top couple of inches of soil.  Back inside to write my 2nd essay for ModPo, this on a William Carlos Williams poem, identifying its imagist qualities.  After that, a nap.

Greg and I took my creaky Latin back onto the track.  I pumped the handle hard, but the little car moved pretty slow.  We set some goals per two week period, 60 verses per through next May.  If I can go faster, I will.

Immediately after Latin over to Kyoto Sushi, an all you can eat Japanese restaurant in Maple Grove just off Weaver Lake Road.  Bill and I had lunch and he passed some bio-till to me along with some reading material.  As old guys sometimes do, we also discussed hearing aids.

Back home for a second nap.  Back up and two lectures on Emerson, Self-Reliance and Experience.  Emerson as a proto-Nietzsche and Baudelaire influence as well as a post-Kantian precursor to the modernist critiques of the early twentieth century.  Whew.  That confused me, too.  Basically, he emphasizes active personal experience, moving forward into the future, letting the past be the past and your self be its Self.

Workout.  OK. Time for TV.

Files and Piles

Summer                                                                             Moon of the First Harvest

First morning in a while that the first thing on my mind has not been Missing.  Feels good.

I plan to see Pacific Rim today.  What’s not to like about Godzilla versus giant robots?

Once I finish the putzy stuff I mentioned I have some further reorganizing of files and piles, the library and study.  Then, I will begin work on Loki’s Children.

The Latin will come back on line, too.  I’ll probably do some more translating, perhaps for the month of August, though I might read some of the works on Ovid and the Augustan period, too.

Main focus is on the garden through September which means it gets prime time.  Gotta have some heat though.  Much as I like the cool weather, the plants demand heat to produce best in this part of the growing season.

Lightening the Load

Summer                                                                                Solstice Moon

Well. It seems I keep discarding things for the sake of writing.  In my early 40’s, not long after marrying Kate, I gave up the ministry.  More recently I’ve set aside the Sierra Club work and docent responsibilities at the MIA.  Now I’ve taken a pause in the Latin until Labor Day.

A loft class starts in a little over a week, one I’m in, focused on revision of novels and getting them ready for marketing.  Though I’ve been working away at revising Missing, I still have a long way to go.  Following up the useful thoughts of my beta readers and my own critiques of the second draft, I stripped out about 35,000 words and made dramatic changes to point of view.  Both require line by line reworking, a process that takes the amount of time that it takes.

I’d very much like to have a finished revision by Labor Day and with the garden plus the bees, something had to give.  Latin was the only thing left.  I’ve had one long caesura with it during the cruise around South America, but this will only be the second one since I began in 2010.  Probably time for a rest anyhow.

Now I’m going to devote as much time as I can to the revision.  Pushing now.  I want to get this done and the book on the market.

Latinum

Summer                                                                     Solstice Moon

Latin today.  Two weeks ago I got dejected about it, feeling less than able, starting to talk to myself about letting it go.  Then I got into the material on plateaus that I wrote about a week or so ago.  Learning to love the plateau, that’s a real key, so I adjusted my attitude.  Result?  A very good session today where we went into two particular verses that I had had a lot of trouble with.

Greg helped me untangle them.  Find the whole, first.  That is, Subject-Verb-Object.  Then work on the pieces.  That’s not always so easy when the verses grow long and convoluted, but it is the method that has helped me move up in my understanding.  Now I need to apply it with even more rigor and consistency.

On Tuesday I got Livy’s De Rerum Natura, a three volume treatment with Latin text and commentary and aids.  He’s next for me, or, in addition to, Ovid.

Latin keeps on challenging me on the one hand and giving me rewards on the other.  Today, in the mode of Solstice extravagance, I’m glad I’ve given it so much time over the last 3 1/2 years.  It has enriched my life in many ways.

Getting Good

Beltane                                                                        Solstice Moon

I’ve let the creative writing business slide for a couple of weeks, just got out of the rhythm with garden and other matters.  That Loft class starts in three weeks and I want to get further along in my revision before then.

Been reading information about learning plateaus, as I wrote below and I’m certainly on a plateau in both the writing and the Latin right now.  Just plugging away.  Read a piece drawing on work in David Foster Wallace’s Infinite Jest that suggested embracing the struggle, the sameness, the lack of progress or even the regression.  Makes sense to me.  When I can remember it.

It’s easy for me to fall into the despair trap.  The one where lack of progress proves lack of talent, lack of smarts, lack.  I fell into it for several years with the writing.  I had this mindset, either you’re doing it or you’re not.  Obviously not true.  Learning anything takes time, often lots of time.  That 10,000 hours stuff, I don’t know about that, but it does take a long time to get good at anything.

(Dreamer of Dreams, Edmund Dulac)

 

Plateaus

Beltane                                                                            Solstice Moon

Up early.  Thank you, noisy dogs.  Breakfast, read paper then out to the apple trees for more bagging.  On two of our trees, the honeycrisp and the northerly tree (whose variety name I can’t recall), we have well over 200 apples, closer to 250.

( a honeycrisp last year)

The third tree (whose name I can’t recall either right now) has ten.  Not sure what happened to it.  It only blossomed on the most westerly branches and then sparsely.  Like the other two it had leaf rollers active early, but the leaves otherwise look healthy and the leaf rollers don’t explain, at least I don’t think they do, the minimal blooms and even smaller fruit set.  Anyhow the apples have all got bags and within, roughly, the best time.  Best time, when they’re larger than a pea, got rained on and on and on, but at the first dry moment, we’re done.

Also laid down leaf mulch in the vegetable garden, at least until the sun got high in the sky and my skin began to give off a faint burnt odor.  Back at that one tomorrow morning.  At that point the time critical chores for the garden will be done.  That will mean I can adopt my writing in the am and translating in the pm schedule again.  I’m ready.

Latin last time was hard.  I missed several obvious elements in my translation and in general felt like a schlub.  My first reaction in those instances is to wonder if this is the time to throw in the towel.  Have I gone as far as it’s reasonable to have gone.  And besides it costs a lot to have a tutor, maybe if I do gone on, I should just do it on my own.  If I haven’t gotten this stuff by now,  what makes me think I’ll ever get it?  You know the drill.

(Justus.  transferred to I.S. 318 at age 10.  Already had a 2000+ rating.  Is now the youngest African-American national master ever.)

Then I watched Brooklyncastle.  This remarkable movie, available for instant streaming on Netflix, details a year and a half in I.S. 318, a public junior high in the NYC school system.  Here’s a quick plot summary from IMDB:

“Brooklyn Castle is a documentary about I.S. 318 – an inner-city school where more than 65 percent of students are from homes with incomes below the federal poverty level – that also happens to have the best, most winning junior high school chess team in the country. (If Albert Einstein, who was rated 1800, were to join the team, he’d only rank fifth best). Chess has transformed the school from one cited in 2003 as a “school in need of improvement” to one of New York City’s best. But a series of recession-driven pubic school budget cuts now threaten to undermine those hard-won successes.”

One of the chess coaches makes a remark about learning chess to the effect that many students just learn and learn and learn, don’t do well, then their knowledge jumps up a notch.  It’s that sudden leap in learning, up to another plateau, that I recognized from Latin education so far.  Which means that I’m slogging right now in the swamp between plateaus, the dense plant life and boggy water pulling me down, but what I need to know is keep at it, just keep at it.  Then, I’ll jump to the next plateau, which will be a whole new swamp, perhaps a Grand Marais as we might say in Minnesota.  But those kids taught me to pay attention to what I already know.

(Rochelle.  On her way to being the first African-American female Master)

 

What Comes First?

Beltane                                                                                       Solstice Moon

Still trying to work out a way to give the garden what it needs and my other work what it needs.  Right now, this week, I’ve decided to work outside in the morning (my best work hours) until I’m caught up on critical garden chores:  broadcasting and transplant aids, bagging the apple trees and laying down leaves for mulch for example.

(Reinier Willem Kennedy – The source of life)

I’m done with the broadcasting and transplant aids.  I have the honeycrisp done and will move on to the other two trees tomorrow.  They have fewer fruit sets so they’ll probably be roughly the equivalent of the honeycrisp.  When that’s done, I’ll use the leaves from last fall to mulch the vegetables.  Probably finish on Wednesday.

Then I’ll focus back in on the writing and translating.  Getting a regular rhythm down was a primary reason I set aside the Sierra Club work and the MIA, but this interruption comes from decisions we made long ago to grow as much of our own food as we can and to do it in a way that improves our property over time.  So it may be that the real rhythm lies in recognizing the horticultural imperatives gardening brings during the growing season, making them number one during that time and fitting the other in around them.  Probably the sensible way to go.

Any ideas a reader might have would be welcome.