Category Archives: Great Work

Sad

Samhain                                                                       Thanksgiving Moon

Routine disrupted. My loft computer is now downstairs where I can hook it up to the internet. On Monday I have a serious computer service company coming out to create a wi-fi or hardwire setup. Calmed down after I made a decision to get it done once, then forget about it. My problem is that I obsess about these things until they get taken care of. If I’m trying and failing to fix things, then I keep obsessing. Tiring.

Sad about guns, about the killing, about terrorism, about the obtuse beliefs of NRA fanatics, about climate change deniers, about the too slow pace of change toward a sustainable future. Angry, too. Yes, angry. In the past sadness and anger have pushed me into political work. Got started when I was a freshman in high school and found the school itself a barrier to learning.

Today, though, I find myself on the sidelines watching a circus where the acrobats miss the trapeze, where the fire eater gets consumed by his element, where the animals smash the cages and trample the crowd. The world has once again sunk into madness.

Yes, the world is always mad. War began thousands of years ago. Slavery, too. People without power did terrible, unthinkable things to break free. So, in a way, the diagnosis of madness, of chaos and insanity, is a tautology. The world is. The world is mad.

It’s also true that any one action, any one person, even any political movement has little chance of creating change systemic enough to bring sanity. Yet, as Margaret Mead said, “Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world; indeed, it’s the only thing that ever has.” It might be this action, this person, maybe you. It might be this political movement, this one you choose to support.

Where am I going here? What I want to say is that the only way to avoid despair is to choose to act in some way. I won’t be on the sidelines much longer, the projects of our making this home ours will finish and I’ll find somebody to team up with. Somebody to shake a fist with. To make what strangled sort of cry we can. Fatalism just doesn’t work for me. Might be about the third phase and our lives in it.

Lights, Power, Holidays!

Samhain                                                                    Thanksgiving Moon

So many things moving together at this time of year and at this time of our settling in on Shadow Mountain.

solar panels 11 22 middayThe solar panels are now all in place. This was midday today. A final inspection from Jefferson County on Wednesday, then IREA (electrical company) has to come out and install the net meter, maybe three weeks. At that point we can switch on the power.

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Hanukkah comes fast after Thanksgiving, so we have two festivals colliding in the rich way of Holiseason, commenting on each other, sharing light.

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We’ve also got a few holiday/Holiseason decorations, non-sectarian, ready to go for the Thanksgiving visitors. These two plus the pine cone wreaths and a couple of large red ribbons for the garage will satisfy my longing for direct participation in the season.

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The fox, the deer and the pinecone wreaths decorated in Hanukkah colors will go outside tomorrow or Wednesday.

The kitchen remodel, held up by Thanksgiving, gets started next Monday, the 30th. Even the generator seems to have regained its traction and may be actually functional soon. Then, finishing the loft, the downstairs bathroom and an external sprinkler system will be all we have left of the first round of make it our own projects. The boiler is in and working well.

We’re still under a year in the house, December 20th is our anniversary here.

 

Friday Matters

Samhain                                                                      Thanksgiving Moon

20151119_134532Installation mid-point inspection today for solar panels. A steady snow came down when the Jefferson County inspector climbed on our roof with Nathan. What he said I don’t know since I was asleep at the time, but I’m sure we passed. Fortunately the remainder of the installation will take place on Monday, forecast as clear.

Kate and I drove to Home Depot and picked up various items, most relevant to the season. Fuel stabilizer for the snow blower fuel? Yes. Chains for the snow blower? Nope. Lighted, moving deer for a holiday inflection? Yes. Trufuel for the chainsaw? Yes. Clothing hook for the loft bathroom? A nice one from the pine cone cabin shop. Material for decorating the pine cone wreaths we bought at the Conifer High School Christmas boutique? Kate got those yesterday at Target. Lighted fox made from grapevine? Also from Target yesterday. Tire rack for the Michelin Latitudes now awaiting the end of snow? Nope. A normal sweep for this and that.

We had a mid-morning break at Lucile’s, another fine New Orleans food place. There’s a Luciles in Denver, too, but this one is closer to us. Chicory coffee cafe au lait and beignets. Delightful.

The snow has been coming down since sometime around 11:00 and it’s now almost three. This is wet, but not bulky. Pretty though.

 

 

Solar Project Continues

Samhain                                                                 Thanksgiving Moon

20151119_134516Nathan and Luke have been on the roof all day. First, they used small pieces of plywood, maybe two feet by one foot, to scrape snow off the roof. They had to do this because the rails now in place make it impossible to use a broom to sweep snow down the roof’s pitch. What a chore.

Now they’re installing the micro-inverters which will allow segregation of panels and their production. This is cold, lonely work, much like roofing in the winter. But, they seem to enjoy it, cheerful and committed to solar energy generation.

20151119_134630Dana, the physical therapist, said her brother-in-law, an electrician, liked the plot of land she and her husband want to purchase. Excited, he said, “I can rig you up with solar panels and a battery that lasts for four days! How many times in Colorado do you go more than 4 days with no sun? You’d be off the grid.” An interesting point and I want to find out about the battery.

Solar is the ultimate sort of disaggregation, moving away from centralization by going directly to the source, no mediation save the solar panels. Being off grid, of course, only makes sense as long as there is a grid. The more folks move off, the less size grids will have.

 

 

Shadow Mountain Monastery

Samhain                                                                      Thanksgiving Moon

Noticing as I cut down the trees, move the limbed branches and get ready to cut trunks into fireplace size logs that my body looks forward to the work. A riff on the Benedectine ora et labora. My prayer (ora) is writing, reading, translating. It’s easy for me to get stuck at the computer, in a book and neglect the rest of my body.

Workouts aren’t the same since they are artificial, moving my body for the sake of moving my body. That’s different than doing physically challenging work. With the work there’s the exercise of the body, yes, but it meshes with the satisfaction of accomplishment.

There’s a couple to three months of lumberjack work left, maybe more when you add in stacking the logs for curing. That’s good. With the winter there’s also the occasional snow blowing time, shoveling off the deck. Good to be outside.

Might consider trail maintenance when spring comes. Similar work.

Snow and Its Consequences

Samhain                                                                       Thanksgiving Moon

early Nov 16 snow  around 3 pm
early Nov 16 snow around 3 pm

Stevinson Toyota in Lakewood had a packed house this morning as Toyota drivers rushed to get needed work done ahead of a storm that has blizzard warnings and up to 15″ of snow for the metro, maybe more for us above 6,000 feet. Getting an appointment on Monday morning at 9:30 felt like good luck to me on Saturday, since I needed to get the Blizzaks on the Rav4.

And, it was good luck. Sort of. While working on our truck, the tire machine broke down and, ironically, I had to wait almost an hour and a half for a part. For the tire machine. Plenty of time to enjoy the large waiting area, the parts department, the new vehicles on display.

By noon, after a 9:00 a.m. arrival, Blizzaks on, the Rav4 and I headed up I-70 to Evergreen, going home the mountain way rather than 285. By the time I hit Brook Forest Drive the snow had begun to spit, coating the road around Brook Forest Inn in an icy slush. As I went up in altitude, the snow slowed down. When I got home around 12:45, it had become negligible.

finished rails
finished rails

After the nap, though, at around 3 p.m., the snow had arrived in earnest. Most of the time the snow falls straight down, much less big wind during a storm than in Minnesota. The most current weather advisory says:  Snow accumulations… 10 to 22 inches.

Golden Solar finished up the rails this morning and early afternoon. The panels will go on tomorrow if they can manage it. If not, Wednesday. Close now. Very close.

Cutting Down Trees Is Easy

Samhain                                                                   Thanksgiving Moon

Gabe 300“Cutting down trees is easy,” Gabe said with all the confidence and bravura of an opera soloist. At 7 things still happen because we think them. So, he put on his black snow boots, orange gloves and partially zipped coat-he seems to have a similar metabolism to Grandma-and came outside.

I had begun to move limbs. It was Sunday morning and I didn’t want to run the chainsaw, cut into a neighbor’s deserved rest or their (less likely) morning contemplation. The trees I had limbed on Friday had branches ready for transfer to the chipping piles. Grabbing limbs by their smaller branches, slogging through the now crusty snow, the piles along either side of the driveway grew taller.

Kate had suggested a saw for Gabe, so I had found a suitably light pruning saw. “Why don’t  you work on taking off these branches, Gabe,” I said. Thinking smaller, easier to cut. Some early satisfaction. “I can show you how to use the saw.” “My dad already showed me.” OK.

He began, the saw at an angle too broad to achieve any result. Frustration. I could see it. He moved up to a smaller branch, a twig really. Tried that. The saw slipped and nicked his finger. The finger came up, examined closely. Hemophilia. Makes him take care. Probably too much care.

grandpop 300Moving limbs seemed like the next thought. Nope. Gabe, “I want to cut down a tree.” All right. “Let me show you to use the ax.” No chainsaws for Gabe. Way too heavy, not to mention noisy. It’s still Sunday morning. Also, chainsaw plus young hemophiliac. Hmmm. Not so good.

The ax it is. Feed spread wide apart, at a 90 degree angle to the cut, left hand on the heft and right up just below the ax head, I brought the right hand through to the left, angling the ax blade down and in toward the tree. The ax bit and a small moon shaped piece of wood showed phloem, the delicate living cambium and the xylem. Gabe was eager.

He stood, feet apart at almost 180 degrees from the tree trunk. The ax. He held his left near the heft, but the right up only half way. The weight of the ax head, I imagine. With a not too aggressive swing he brought the face of the ax blade into contact with the tree. Nothing. Again. Nothing.

Show him again. Correct the stance, go through the motion with him, ax in both of our hands. A sliver of tree cut open.

small forest axFeet apart, a bit better angle. Left hand on the heft, right midway, he swings again, more like a baseball bat, a familiar wooden tool, but moves neither hand. Face of the ax against the bark. Cutting down trees may not be so easy after all.

This went on until, “I’m going inside.” “Why?” “Just because I want to.” And with that the would-be lumber jack made his slow wander to the house, stopping now and then to break off a branch, kick the snow. Wonder about things in the way of 7 year olds.

All the limbed branches made their way to the piles.

big lodgepole before fellingOnly a few smaller trees remain to be removed in the front. Four trees cut down last Friday still need to be limbed and the limbs moved. Always Chipper will come out and chip the slash, fell the problem trees.

Soon, after the snow, I’ll take my smart holder and the peavey out and begin cutting tree trunks into fireplace sized logs. They’ll get stacked between trees, well over 30 feet away from the house where they’ll remain until next year about this time. Then they’ll be seasoned, ready for the fire.

(This is the big lodgepole just before felling. Another, slightly smaller, behind it may have to go as well.)

Solar Beginnings

Samhain                                                             New Thanksgiving Moon

Solar folks write that they may start as early as this Thursday, certainly by November 16th. That’s exciting. It also ramps up the front’s cut down tree schedule a bit, meaning I have to finish before they do to avoid shading out electricity production. Shouldn’t be a problem. The days between now and then are in the forecast as clear. Today’s a bit warm, 56, for this kind of work. I prefer the 40’s or 30’s. Cutting trees down and up generates a lot of heat.

 

Yes

Samhain                                                                             Moon of the First Snow

Keystone rejected. Booyah! Bill McKibben wrote a while back that the amount of oil slated to pass through the Keystone pipeline would be enough to push us well over the 2 degree centigrade warming some folks still see as the maximum allowable. (My understanding is that 2 degrees is baked in and the key moves now are to keep us from going very far over that mark.)

Jeff Mirkley (D-Or) and Bernie Sanders (I-Vt) have introduced Keep It In the Ground legislation. I like the phrase. It’s short and to the point. Fossil fuels not mined or fracked or pumped cannot add to the carbon load of our beleaguered atmosphere.

Momentum seems to be shifting, at least so it seems to me. Big coal is on the defensive. Keep It In the Ground shifts the conversation. 350.org has organized a new mass movement for climate change. The Great Work has begun to capture more and more attention. The rejection of the Keystone XL pipeline signals, I hope, a willingness to challenge big energy in specific instances, not just in rhetoric.

On the homefront Kate and I shifted our money out of energy stocks earlier this year. We’re installing solar panels.  If each of us align our lives as we can, to the Great Work-creating a sustainable human presence on earth, then those larger societal trends will have a strong base of political support. No action by any one of us will stop global warming; but, no action by all of us will cook our grandchildren.

Too, individual actions like owning an electric car, supporting President Obama’s climate initiatives, adding solar panels, taking money away from big oil and big coal, can have a ripple effect. As others know what you’ve done, they will consider what they might do. And, even if they do nothing more than change a vote, support candidates with strong environmental policies, then you’ve begun to create the kind of math that can change things.