Samhain Thanksgiving Moon
Sister Mary sent me photographs from the French Embassy in Singapore. It’s near the Botanical Gardens located very close to her home.
Samhain Thanksgiving Moon
“Cutting down trees is easy,” Gabe said with all the confidence and bravura of an opera soloist. At 7 things still happen because we think them. So, he put on his black snow boots, orange gloves and partially zipped coat-he seems to have a similar metabolism to Grandma-and came outside.
I had begun to move limbs. It was Sunday morning and I didn’t want to run the chainsaw, cut into a neighbor’s deserved rest or their (less likely) morning contemplation. The trees I had limbed on Friday had branches ready for transfer to the chipping piles. Grabbing limbs by their smaller branches, slogging through the now crusty snow, the piles along either side of the driveway grew taller.
Kate had suggested a saw for Gabe, so I had found a suitably light pruning saw. “Why don’t you work on taking off these branches, Gabe,” I said. Thinking smaller, easier to cut. Some early satisfaction. “I can show you how to use the saw.” “My dad already showed me.” OK.
He began, the saw at an angle too broad to achieve any result. Frustration. I could see it. He moved up to a smaller branch, a twig really. Tried that. The saw slipped and nicked his finger. The finger came up, examined closely. Hemophilia. Makes him take care. Probably too much care.
Moving limbs seemed like the next thought. Nope. Gabe, “I want to cut down a tree.” All right. “Let me show you to use the ax.” No chainsaws for Gabe. Way too heavy, not to mention noisy. It’s still Sunday morning. Also, chainsaw plus young hemophiliac. Hmmm. Not so good.
The ax it is. Feed spread wide apart, at a 90 degree angle to the cut, left hand on the heft and right up just below the ax head, I brought the right hand through to the left, angling the ax blade down and in toward the tree. The ax bit and a small moon shaped piece of wood showed phloem, the delicate living cambium and the xylem. Gabe was eager.
He stood, feet apart at almost 180 degrees from the tree trunk. The ax. He held his left near the heft, but the right up only half way. The weight of the ax head, I imagine. With a not too aggressive swing he brought the face of the ax blade into contact with the tree. Nothing. Again. Nothing.
Show him again. Correct the stance, go through the motion with him, ax in both of our hands. A sliver of tree cut open.
Feet apart, a bit better angle. Left hand on the heft, right midway, he swings again, more like a baseball bat, a familiar wooden tool, but moves neither hand. Face of the ax against the bark. Cutting down trees may not be so easy after all.
This went on until, “I’m going inside.” “Why?” “Just because I want to.” And with that the would-be lumber jack made his slow wander to the house, stopping now and then to break off a branch, kick the snow. Wonder about things in the way of 7 year olds.
All the limbed branches made their way to the piles.
Only a few smaller trees remain to be removed in the front. Four trees cut down last Friday still need to be limbed and the limbs moved. Always Chipper will come out and chip the slash, fell the problem trees.
Soon, after the snow, I’ll take my smart holder and the peavey out and begin cutting tree trunks into fireplace sized logs. They’ll get stacked between trees, well over 30 feet away from the house where they’ll remain until next year about this time. Then they’ll be seasoned, ready for the fire.
(This is the big lodgepole just before felling. Another, slightly smaller, behind it may have to go as well.)
Samhain Thanksgiving Moon
(Anco impari, Learning Still.) Goya’s small print with this title might be my third phase image.
Let me give you two very recent examples. In the first, granddaughter Ruth got a signal honor as one of ten students from her elementary school, named after Colorado astronaut, Jack Swigert, who got to meet the surviving Apollo 13 astronauts. The learning was this: Ruth wore a skirt. At 9 Ruth has her own fashion sense. It’s distinctive and one that includes neither skirts nor dresses.
Second, last night we took grandson Gabe to a Polar Express live event at the Colorado Railroad Museum. I had advocated this as grandchild time because Ruth, on a recent overnight up here, had watched the movie. But, Ruth’s astronaut event was the same night, so Gabe went without her.
He was not entranced with the Polar Express idea. He kept saying, “We don’t celebrate that.” That is, Christmas. He is a Hanukkah guy after all. Gabe had a book along, Goosebumps by R.L. Stine, and kept reading it during the evening. His diffidence and general orneriness irritated me. The whole night.
Later, out of the immediate context of the event, I had to admit to myself that I admired his willingness, in the way he could muster at 7, to stand up for his sub-culture, Judaism. We went to the event based on Ruth’s interest and I expected him to share it. Instead, he felt assaulted by things his family doesn’t emphasize. So, shame on me.
Then, this morning, as I worked up here, I heard clumping steps on the stairs. There was Gabe, smiling, rested and wanting to see Grandpop. Every day brings a new chance to relearn humility.
Samhain New Thanksgiving Moon
Kate and I have been playing, for the past several nights, a round or two of Bethumped Words. The game has questions at 6 levels of difficulty and the hard ones, 5 & 6, can be real stumpers. It’s a fun addition to our evening and we’re running 4 to 3 right now, so we’re pretty evenly matched. Kate’s a crossword gal and her expertise with puzzles makes her a formidable opponent.
I have some difficulty with games. They seem frivolous, time-wasters (for some reason unlike T.V., which I watch with no guilt in the evening); yet, too often, my competitive streak takes over and they become serious. So, I go into games with that paradoxical attitude. They don’t matter. They matter too much.
This is overthinking, I know. But there you are.
An example from childhood just came to me. We didn’t play games as a family, but Dad and I played increase your wordscore in Reader’s Digest. That is, we played it until I began consistently beating him. Then, we stopped. This may be the source of my game paradox-not serious, too serious.
Life on Shadow Mountain can be one that includes games, serious or not. Maybe both.
Samhain Moon of the First Snow
Date night. Kate and I found a new restaurant, The Bistro. It’s between Conifer and Evergreen on Hwy. 73. Excellent food, a piano man and a wonderful dining companion.
We both agreed last night that our move here has been good. Black Mountain Drive fits our lives extremely well. The surrounding geography is varied and beautiful. We’re closer to the grandkids.
Getting older has been wonderful. Sure, there’s the pain and the cancer, yes, but the joy of time together, time we can order as we wish, is delightful. We’re living into our highest and best selves.
Samhain Moon of the First Snow
Holiseason. Begins on October 31st with Samhain and runs through January 6th, the Feast of Epiphany. This is a time when temperate latitude, northern hemisphere locations go through the darkest months of the year, punctuated with snow and cold. In times before refrigeration, electric lights, central heating, grocery stores this was a time when family and livestock could die. That’s why it begins on a holiday when the veil between the worlds thins.
Over the course of this time comes Thanksgiving, food and family at the center, many holidays of light, brave gestures against the seeming victory of darkness, the Winter Solstice, Saturnalia, New Years and the feast of the epiphany: Hanukkah, Posada, Advent, Deepavali, Christmas, the Winter Solstice, Saturnalia, New Years, Kwanza, the feast of the Three Kings. Special music, distinctive decorations, gift giving, meals with family and friends, times for reflection on the meaning of life and the nature of reality are the norm during Holiseason.
It is, for me, a joyful time. I love the moments of connection, the songs and stories raised in the air, the colorful installations on homes and businesses, the food, but most of all I like the quiet time, time to consider the light and dark in my own life. I love the way humanity, all over the globe, has taken special care for each other in times that were once literally dangerous, risky. I will surf holiseason again this year, riding the pulsing waves of human delight.
Mabon Moon of the First Snow
Still have snow under the pines, but on the driveway, in the way of Colorado, the snow melted with no need for removal. Most excellent.
We had an interesting medical event yesterday. And why not! This is the year of bodies gone wild. At least here on Black Mountain Drive. Kate had her shoulders x-rayed. Instead of getting any information about the shoulders though, when the nurse called with the results she said the radiologist found that Kate’s pacemaker wires were loose, disconnected. OMG.
After a call to the electro-physiologist, Kate got forwarded to the device department. Not kidding, actual name. When the device department called back, they asked her to do a tele-trace. This involves putting a small electromagnetic disc over the pacemaker. The disc and its machine then interrogate the pacemaker, check up on how it’s doing.
While on her way into Denver to pick up granddaughter Ruth, Kate got the call. The pacemaker responded to the interrogation and reported in as active. So, no disconnected wires. OMG. Please come in for your regular checkup next year. They are, and I’m glad, calling the radiologist to see WTF.
Maybe now we can get back to the shoulders.
Mabon Moon of the First Snow
Kate’s progressing in her recovery. Her right thumb seems more and more usable. It got the platelet injection. Her soft bandage gets replaced today with a harder cast. Her ability to maneuver with one good hand and four fingers amazes me. She’s making curtains for the loft right now, for example.
The generator got installed last week. John the plumber came over yesterday and ran the natural gas to it. It needs tweaking since it’s now living at 8,800 feet rather than 900 feet, something like a 3% loss in efficiency for each thousand feet above sea level. You engineers who read this understand.
The kitchen remodel proceeds apace. The cabinets are chosen. The appliances purchased. Custom cabinets are under construction. I’m most excited about better light. My rods and my cones they fail me. Not gathering illumination like they used to.
Granddaughter Ruth will be here Friday, Saturday, Sunday while her parents attend a school conference. Jon and Jen now work in the same school district so they can go to these things together.
Slowly, slowly the new place is coming together. By the Winter Solstice we should have solar generation of electricity, a new kitchen, a working generator and a mostly finished loft. Too, the fire mitigation and solar panel shading necessitated tree cutting should be well along, or finished.
Mabon Elk Rut Moon
The waning crescent Elk Rut moon stood off in the east this morning with Jupiter just above. Beautiful.
Kate had her thumb surgery and platelet injection, left and right respectively. The surgery went well according to the surgeon Janet Leo. Kate’s resting and preparing for her first night post-op. I’m headed to the grocery store to pick up pain meds and few supplies for the weekend.