My Mythic Past

Lughnasa                                                                           Honey Moon

Most of the day among the eddas of Snorri Sturluson and various books on German and Scandinavian mythology.  This is the material that lies beneath the Tailte trilogy, this one at least, and it has fascinated me for a long time.  Since over half of my ancestry is Germanic, this is the song of my people, the stories and tales which knit the world together for ancient northern Europeans.

(Snorri)

In my writing, mostly, I have focused on Celtic and northern European lore because they are my heritage, a vein I can mine without approbation of cultural encroachment.  I don’t believe that’s necessary, but it makes my psychic life easier.

I’m still trying to understand the elusive Loki, often called a trickster, but in the end an enemy of the Aesir, leading the giants and the unworthy dead against them.  The einherjar, the worthy dead, those who died in battle and were chosen by the Valkyries to feast in Valhalla until Ragnarok and the Aesir, the pantheon of Nordic gods fight to keep the world whole.  Loki is a character central to Loki’s Children and the book after that, The Unmaking, but he’s tough to define and will be a challenge to create.  That’s what makes him interesting, of course.

(Loki, the Trickster — artwork by Arthur Rackham, 1910)

A lot of the best scholarship on the eddas and other poems of the northern European tradition are in German and Scandinavian languages so it is sometimes a struggle to find decent material.  I’m lucky in one regard in that years ago, on a whim, I picked up a multi-volume work called the Norroena:  the history and romance of northern Europe.  It contains translations into English of the major works, up to date as of 1905.  I have read all the works in the Edda volume, a fascinating collection of stories put together by an Icelandic scholar, politician and Skald, Snorri Sturluson.

 

Zeitgeist

Lughnasa                                                               Honey Moon

It’s happening again.  Today.  We’re getting all historical and misty over an event that happened in my lifetime, while I was in high school.

That speech in 1963.  When I went to Washington, D.C. in March I walked past the Obama Whitehouse out to the Lincoln Memorial.  There’s a plaque there, on one of the steps, that marks the spot where MLK stood.

I’d like to say I remember the speech and the reactions to it, but I don’t.  Or, at least, those memories have become submerged in the later, copious reactions in print and in other media.  I can hear his voice, as I imagine you can, soaring and dipping.  “That check came back marked insufficient funds.”  “I have a dream.”  It was the rhythm of call and response preaching, a hallmark of the black church, a tradition that retained, and retains, a respect for rhetoric, for the art of speaking persuasively.

In those days, those same tumultuous times, President Kennedy had authorized American military adviser’s presence in Vietnam.  So even as Dr. King spoke in Washington the seeds of another great domestic conflict were sown, the dragon teeth of Cadmus, and they would come to life in a great battle fought conterminously with the expanding civil rights movement.

And there was more.  As the civil rights movement and the anti-war movement blossomed into a decade of radical protest, another cri de coeur had begun to gain critical mass, the feminist movement.

This was at the end of my first phase, all this roiling pitching crowded press, idea upon idea, action upon action, analysis followed analysis into praxis with the quiet, inhibited era of the post-war atomic age bulging at its anger constricted arteries, veins pulsing with affronted blood.

How could I not have been shaped, reshaped, torn down and built up again by exposure to the racism, the militarism, the sexism that was my birthright, a right mess of potage handed down to me as God’s honest truth?  No wonder those old ties sundered, split apart by cultural sclerosis.

It was King, yes, but it was also the times, the zeitgeist.  This was a moment almost out of time, a moment when the old was no longer adequate, when antiquity could no longer be a reason.  It was a time like the one Ralph Waldo Emerson wanted:

“Our age is retrospective. It builds the sepulchres  of the fathers. It writes biographies, histories, and criticism. The foregoing generations beheld God and nature face to face; we, through their eyes . Why should not we also enjoy an original relation to the universe?  Why should not we have a poetry and philosophy of insight and not of tradition, and a religion by revelation to us, and not the history of theirs?”

Today we are still learning how to put enough into the bank so the check will not come back marked insufficient funds.  Today we are still learning how to control a military adventurism that displays American imperialism and idealism in equal measure.  Today we are still learning how to integrate women into all phases of our social existence.  And more.  Now we are learning, too, the same for LGBT citizens, for Muslims, for the disabled and the old.

Yes, things have grown quieter again, but that is only because the zeitgeist is not one of boiling change.  At least not here in the U.S.  That does not mean the problems have been solved or that the need for protest is past.  It will come again.

 

 

 

Midwest Grimoires

Lughnasa                                                                  Honey Moon

Finished spraying.  As the crops come in, the amount of spray needed diminishes.  Today I really only needed the reproductive spray because the remaining vegetables are mostly in that category:  tomatoes, ground cherries, egg plants, cucumbers, peppers, carrots. Granted there are a few beets, some chard and the leeks yet to harvest but they seem substantial already.  They also benefit from the showtime, nutrient drenches and the enthuse that I will spray on Saturday morning.

Kate roasted the broccoli and froze it.  She’s also making pickles today, cucumber and onion.  She’s in back to the land, earth mother mode and has been for several weeks.  She consults her canning, pickling, drying, freezing books like grimoires from calico clad wise women of the rural Midwest.  And does likewise, tweaking the recipes when she wants.

Third Phase: A Defining Stage

Lughnasa                                                                    Honey Moon101

We renewed Kate’s medical license today for another two years.  She’ll almost certainly not use it but a career defining document like that, woven tightly into her daily life for several decades, is not surrendered lightly.  Wrestling with who we were and who we are now is a defining stage of the third phase.