Spring Full Seed Moon
Yes, we need no appraisal, we need no appraisal today. Our bank, Wells Fargo, decided we do not need an appraisal to refinance our loan. Something about our loan balance, equity and that it would be a roll-over instead of a brand new loan. OK. That means we can refinance sometime next week. A good thing.
The last week and a half, since the root canal, has had dealing with the infected jaw, then one organ after another taking up my mornings. All important to my long term health, but it has left me tired and with a sense of little accomplished.
This need to accomplish, to achieve continues as a backdrop. Kate says when she retires she’s ready to rest on her laurels, sit back and reflect on her life. “We can just be two colorful people together,” she said. I’m not sure I can give up the hope of something over the horizon, a realization, a book, a political action a defining event for this stage of my life. If not, I may find the last two decades or so of life a struggle. Or, I suppose, they might be very productive.
Drifting right now. The melancholy at bay, but not too far away, ready to bring a tear or a heaviness to my now. Feels empty.
