My Lodgepole Companion, Tree #2

Beltane and the Bar Mitzvah Moon

My Lodgepole Companion

This Tree, a Lodgepole, a Pinus contarta latifolia, stands first in the view out of my window where I write. I can see other Trees and Black Mountain, but over time I’ve developed a fellow feeling for this Tree. Watching Snow sag its Branches. Then how they slough off the Snow. How its Leaves (needles) change color with available moisture. Right now, at the end of a wet Spring, intense green. How it waves gently in a breeze, sways from its base in strong wind gusts. How it remains in its spot, committed and content. I feel it as a literal companion, there when I need it. Always steady and strong.

My Lodgepole Companion is the center Tree in front closest to the house

On close examination I noticed it has few Branches spread toward the northwest. Other Trees in its small Grove block the sun from that direction. Its Branches have multiplied on the southeast. Right now they seem to be agreeing with my writing, nodding vigorously as a breeze contacts them. This Tree also has Branches near the ground. Due to fire mitigation needs I trim those off unless, as here with my Companion, the surface is rocky, not flammable.

These Trees grow close together. Lodgepole Forests have evolved to burn in crown Fires, then reestablish themselves anew when the high heat melts the pitch holding their serotinous cones tight. This evolution might make you wonder, why live in a Lodgepole Forest? As I do. Well. Gee. Shuffles shoe in the dust. Don’t really have a good answer to that outside of beauty and the Mountains.

I’ve got get to down to the main Denver Public Library which has a special internal library holding of books on Colorado History. The Colorado History Museum, too. I want to chase down the logging history of the Front Range, especially along what is now the Front Range corridor. An arborist I know told me, and I’d already suspected, that the whole area on either side of what is now Hwy 285 was clear cut to build the city of Denver. 285, also according to him, follows the route of the logging railroad built out as far Kenosha Pass, almost to South Park.

Here’s a map of Lodgepole stands in Colorado. I’ll later post one for North America.

I want to put the Arapaho National Forest, Conifer, Evergreen, our chunk of Jefferson County in perspective. Who lived here first? The Utes, I imagine, but I don’t know that. Why did they leave? When did the first white folks settle here? When was the clear cutting? How long did it last? What did it ruin? Enhance? When was 285 built? Our small communities, when did they come to be? Why?

My Lodgepole Companion represents a contemporary Forest grown up, I think, to replace the one clear cut at the turn of the last century.

Their (I’m using binary pronouns for the Lodgepoles since they have both sex organs on the same tree. Monoecious.) growth has a reason here in the montane/sub alpine altitude range, 8,000-10,000 feet. Not sure what it is.

Practice

Beltane and the Bar Mitzvah Moon

Sunday gratefuls: Rock. Gneiss. Granite. Shale. Sandstone. Lava. Sedimentary. Soil. Humus. Loess. Chernozem. Thin. Rich. Regenerative agriculture. Corn. Wheat. Barley. Soy Beans. Millet. Quinoa. Taro. Tarot. The Hermit. The Fool. Herme. Shadow Mountain. Rock above ground. Maxwell Creek. Cub Creek. Upper Bear Creek. Bear Creek. Kate’s Creek.

Sparks of Joy and Awe: Tom and Paul

One brief shining: I undressed the Torah scroll after Jamie removed it from the ark; holding it by the spindles of its rollers, he placed the scroll on the bimah, unrolled it to its current spot at the end of Leviticus and began going backwards to the nineteenth chapter of Exodus where the ten sayings, or the ten commandments are written, found my Torah portion at Exodus 19:25, handed me a yod, and Hello, this is Evergreen medical center chimed in my hearing aid, projected by blue tooth from my phone sitting at the back of the sanctuary.

 

Yeah. It was both funny and an odd juxtaposition of an ancient text, modern technology, and today’s health system’s love affair with text, e-mail, and phone as reminder mediums. Vayared is the first word of my Torah portion and I had my mouth ready when my hearing aid came alive with the sound of medicine.

This was yesterday morning during the final run through before Shavuot. Kat was at CBE, Veronica was on Zoom. Not sure where Lauren was. Jamie and I rounded out the bonei mitzvah* crew. I practiced reading my parts while Lauren and Kat sang and chanted theirs. There was some palpable tension as mistakes were made with the first and only performance only four days away. Rabbi Jamie was reassuring, quietly helpful.

Tom asked me what the purpose of an adult bar mitzvah is if it’s a rite of passage into manhood and womanhood. Something I presumably (OK. OK.) accomplished a while ago. The first answer I gave him was that this bar mitzvah was a way to increase the depth of my Jewish learning. I began this process about a year ago and conversion was the aleph moment, the beginning. That was last November.

Getting ready for my own bar mitzvah has pushed me into a better familiarity with Hebrew, with the prayerbook, with the Torah scroll itself, with Rabbi Jamie, with Tara, my tutor, and with other Jews like Alan, Joanne, Irv, Marilyn, Dan, Rich, Ron, Susan. To them it signals my seriousness about conversion. As Alan said, it checks one of the boxes.

The second answer I would give him now. Wednesday will be a capstone moment for my year of living Jewishly. It will mark the point when my life as a Jew can pass over from preparatory to customary. I have noticed that I often use we when referring to matters Jewish already. A sign. Still have not gotten to services as much as I intended. That homestand inertia I’ve mentioned before, yet I feel bonded in a new and deeper way to Congregation Beth Evergreen.

 

 

*Bonei Mitzvah means, builders of chosen connection and communal service. The phrase is an adaption of the plural form of bar or bat mitzvah (or b’nei mitzvah / children of mitzvah) that is gender neutral, highlights the active nature of the process… HaMaKom