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  • Sabbath

    Samain                                                                            Thanksgiving Moon

    sabbathThe sabbath as a day of rest fascinates me. It seems, in our ramped up and goal oriented culture, it’s easy to lose sight of truly important matters: family, inner work, reading in a spiritual or religious tradition that works for you, meditation.

    While investigating a Reconstructionist Judaism understanding of the sabbath, I came across an idea I’d missed in previous study. The sabbath is not a day set aside from work, though it is that; but, more specifically, it is a day set aside from creation. On the sabbath we rest from making, from shaping, from forming. Why? Well, of course, there’s the 7th day in the Genesis account of creation. There’s also the notion of not arrogating to ourselves the creative power of the universe. That doesn’t mean we shouldn’t create. It means we should be clear about the limits of our creative abilities. Taking a day off puts a clear barrier between us and a life submerged in effort.

    challah-2-300x280I’m easing into this starting this week. Therefore, this post, though an act of creation, is a signal not to expect a post from me anymore on Saturday mornings or during the day. If I make a Saturday post, it will be after sundown when the sabbath ends.

    So next week, no Saturday morning post. We’ll see how this experiment goes.

     


  • Trump related weather

    Samain                                                                                Thanksgiving Moon

    from a facebook feed:

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    My friend, Cynthia Levinson‘s husband, received this in the mail yesterday. He is a prominent constitutional law professor at Harvard Law School. The postcard reads: “Hey Sandy, You just got your kike ass kicked. Fuck you hymie. We’re gonna drain the swamp at Harvard Law. Juden Raus!” That closing means “Jews Out!” and was a Nazi rallying cry, shouted by the Nazis throughout the ghettos when they were trying to force Jews from their hiding places.

    They’ve reported this to the Anti-defamation League and Southern Poverty Law Center, as well as to the university.

    The Holocaust did not begin with killings: it began with words. Never forget.


  • This Political Climate is What Trump Gave Us.

    Samain                                                              Thanksgiving Moon

    A man who lives on Conifer Mountain, across from us and next to Black Mountain, posts on Pinecam.com as the weathergeek. He provides those of us who live in the Shadow Mountain, Black Mountain, Conifer area weather forecasts tailored to our peculiar microclimate. His tagline to his posts is: “Climate is what you expect; weather is what you get.”

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    As I woke up, weathergeek’s tagline crossed over into the political. Why? Because of this picture. The father of a student at Isabella Bird posted it on facebook with the note: this is personal.

    I’ll say. Both Ruth and Gabe go to elementary school in Stapleton and live near it. They attend Schweigert Elementary. And, they are both Jewish. This is the sort of toxic display, coming from an equally toxic inner world that frightens Jews in particular. By extension this evocation of Nazism and the holocaust puts fear into the lives of all of us not perceived as, well, white, straight, Christian and patriotic Americans.

    In Ruth and Gabe’s neighborhood. At an elementary school in their neighborhood. Not. Acceptable. Ever.

    Here’s how weathergeek came into this. My immediate thought was to blame Trump, to connect his racist, xenophobic, misogynistic, homophobic, climate denying campaign rhetoric with this specific act. But, of course, I can’t. Not with the information I have now. This kind of graffiti pops up in American cities and small towns from time to time. Just go on the website of the Southern Poverty Law Center if you don’t believe me.

    kkk12n-7-webAnd so. Climate is what you expect. Weather is what you get. Trump and his rhetoric is now the national climate for acts of hate. I expect people like the KKK, Westboro Baptist, climate deniers, women haters, anti-Semites have been emboldened to act both by Trump’s rhetoric but also by the violent, thuggish behavior he not only allowed but reveled in at his rallies. In other words the climate relative to non-white, non-male, non-European, non-Christian, non-straight life is turbulent and chaotic, tending toward personal acts of violence and scorn.

    When we get a particular weather event, we have to follow the evidence to certainly connect it to the change in the national political climate. Once we’ve done our work often enough and comprehensively enough, we will be able to connect individual events with Trump. The “alt-right” video from the Atlantic posted below is one example. As we gather these instances, we must begin to create a defense strategy. The safety pin is one such strategy.

    splcOn these matters I believe defense is the strongest act right now. Reaching out to the government for help against these grievances will prove futile. Jeff Sessions as attorney general? Come on.

    How would that defense look? I don’t know. It might be small reaction teams formed in churches, synagogues, Buddhist temples, mosques; or, in local branches of the Democratic party, the NAACP, JCC’s, the ACLU, civil rights and human rights groups. Even many small businesses and other non-profits like unions and Planned Parenthood might form teams, too.

    What would they do? Not sure. At least go to the site of an incident and do some investigating, produce a report, send it to the Southern Poverty Law Center or some other place serving as a clearing house. On site they could also co-ordinate efforts to help victims with money, legal help, emotional support. They could also co-ordinate, as was done by parents in the instance of Isabella Bird school, actions to erase graffiti, repaired damaged homes and buildings. Probably other things occur to you and I imagine, if these teams came into being, that there would be multiple ways they could engage with acts of hate.

    In Stapleton. Swastikas on an elementary school. In a community where my Jewish grandchildren attend elementary school. Never again. We must all say it and mean it and ally with each other to prevent this virus from spreading.


  • Joining

    Samain                                                                 Thanksgiving Moon

    imagesHere’s an odd outcome of the election. I’m planning on joining Congregation Beth Evergreen. Strange, huh? Turns out you don’t have to be Jewish. Weird, to me, but true.

    Why join? Well, there’s the mussar group. It’s a disciplined approach to character and spiritual development. I’ve always gravitated toward groups that encourage introspection and using that introspection to grow as a person. Mussar is intellectually satisfying, but even more emotionally so. It speaks to the everyday of lived ethics, how to be true to yourself and others. The group itself is supportive, non-judgemental, and full of bright, inquisitive folks. I’ve made the beginnings of friendships there.

    jamieThen, there’s Rabbi Jamie Arnold. He’s an unusual guy: an athlete, a good musician, a composer and arranger, too, an intellectual, and an embodiment of compassion leavened with toughness. This combination of skills and character make him a compelling leader.

    Kate, too, of course. She’s on her spiritual path and reveling in it. It’s a place we can both go, a place that’s more than movies or jazz or theatre, a place we can both ease our way into.

    raise-your-voiceBut mostly there’s the potential for action against the impending Trump regime. Politics is not a solo sport; it requires allies. Congregation Beth Evergreen seems to have a core of folks who’ve done actual work in political situations. It clearly has a number of folks who want to do work on the Trump watch. That includes me. My politics and my spiritual journey have always been tightly wound together so working with folks at Congregation Beth Evergreen seems like a continuation.

    Finally, there is, of course, Judaism. It’s so different up close. It’s long history of scholars, activists, philosophers and theologians is a rich resource as is the cultural achievement of having lasted this long as a people. I don’t feel drawn to becoming a Jew, but I can learn from the long history of Judaism, even participate in it.

    And, I find I want to.


  • Fellow traveler news

    Samain                                                                                    Thanksgiving Moon

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    My journey on the fringe of Congregation Beth Evergreen continues to fascinate me. In our mussar class yesterday the conversation turned to postelection feelings.  Jews are an interesting subgroup in these matters, mostly part of the educated elite, often part of the moneyed elite, yet vulnerable to shifts in public attitudes, very vulnerable, as all post-holocaust, post-pogrom Jews know. I know this intellectually, as I imagine you do, too.

    It’s different up close and in person. One woman yesterday talked about her postelection reality. She couldn’t sleep. She had, very uncharacteristically, purchased a gun and headed off to a shooting range. She’s maybe 65-70. She’s getting her homes ready for sale and has looked into landed immigrancy in Canada and requirements for becoming an Israeli citizen.

    She sees, she says, the signs of a pre-holocaust Germany. The holocaust devastated her family and left a deep imprint on her soul. Heads nodded around the table, no one dismissed her as hysterical. Her position was extreme for this group, but not at all off the spectrum of reactions.

    Other reactions to the postelection time were offered in a round table discussion last Saturday morning. This was the service for that shabbat. The most common words, echoed yesterday in mussar, were afraid, sad, depressed, fearful, angry. I emphasize this because this is not a group lacking power, financial and political. And yet they still find this election disturbing at a primal level. The woman I mentioned senses her survival at stake.

    My Beth Evergreen experience has put me in touch with the dread that must be filling African-Americans, Latinos, anyone here without documentation, LGBT folks, Native Americans, the disabled, the destitute, the homeless. This cannot be, must not be our nation. Whole subgroups should not live in fear of their lives or in fear of their lives being reduced from miserable to untenable.

    The safety pin is not much, but it’s a start. Let’s at least do that while we get our heads and hearts around what must come next.


  • Life does, in fact, go on

    Samain                                                                        Thanksgiving Moon

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    Kate and Ruth

    In spite of the political upheaval life, as it always does, continues, mostly in its old grooves. Here on Shadow Mountain for example the divorce process has entered its waning days. Final orders will be issued late this month though the outline for them, largely fair and equitable is already known. Jon’s anxiety level has receded. Good and heartening to see.

    We had Asplundh tree service here on Friday and Monday clearing out the tree cover from the power line easement. I spoke with the workers, current day lumberjacks operating outside the timber industry.

    “That’s hard work,” I said.

    “Yes, but it’s honest. No shortcuts.” replied the bearded young man in charge of the crew. He’s right about that.

    The utility bills from IREA, Intermountain Rural Electric Association, have been, since May,  $10, a line fee that supports such work as the Asplundh team. The electricity we use has been produced by our solar panels.

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    Lycaon

    I continue to write, now upwards of 63,000 words (I was a little too early when I said I’d reached 60,000 last week.).

    Kate and I are becoming more and more a part of Congregation Beth Evergreen. It’s an interesting experience for me. I’m a participant, not a leader. I like it, being part of a community but not being responsible for it. I can help in modest ways and that feels appropriate to me for right now. That may change though with the political work that is brewing.

    It’s dry, no snow. According to the weather services, this could reach a record snowless period for Denver. We’ve had a little snow on Shadow Mountain, but only two instances, rare. This, plus the winds and the low humidity, means the potential fire situation here remains at an elevated risk.

    This morning at 10 I have my pre-op physical for my December 1st total knee replacement. The pain in the knee worsens, it seems, by the day. That’s good, I tell Kate, because it’ll feel so much better after the new knee. I’m grateful there’s something that can be done about it.

    thanksgiving-wishAnd, improbably, it will be Thanksgiving next week. There is no hint of over the river and through the woods weather to stimulate that Thanksgiving feeling. We may get a storm on Thursday. That would help.

    We’re going to smoke a small turkey. Annie will be here from Waconia, Jon and the grandkids. Unlike the nation we’ll be celebrating Thanksgiving on Wednesday because the grandkids go to their mom’s for Thanksgiving this year. Under the new divorce terms holidays alternate and this year is Jen’s Thanksgiving. It will be good once again to have family (and dogs) underfoot during the holiday.

    Just realized in all the election fun I’ve allowed holiseason to get started without any remarks. Look for that to change as we head into the most holiday rich season of the year.

     

     

     


  • Considering Possible Next Steps

    Samain                                                                             Thanksgiving Moon

    We are not yet in the Trump era. Not yet. Not until January 20th. That doesn’t mean he’s not already stirring the waters. Nope. Just that he doesn’t have his hands on the levers of power right now. But, he will.

    What to do? Here’s an e-mail I sent to Rabbi Jamie Arnold. I share it because I think the more we consider how to respond, the better organized we get right now, before Trump’s small hands start to twirl the nuclear codes, the better chance we stand of staving off the worst and perhaps creating space for some real advances.

    Rabbi Jamie,

    As I see it, they are three broad areas for action that will be necessary, not optional, over the next four years. I’m putting them in what seem like a logical order to me.

    1. Climate Change   As Kevin Trenberth pointed out in his excellent presentation, we are in a critical time for climate action. There are goals we must reach as a planet by 2050 and by 2100 in order to keep the earth habitable for humans. I believe, with Thomas Berry from his fine little book, The Great Work: Our Way into the Future, that our generation’s great work is creating a sustainable presence for human beings on this planet.

    2. Economic Justice I believe that the root problem exposed in this election is the hollowing out of the working class. I grew up in a small eastern Indiana town where my friend’s and classmate’s fathers worked for General Motors. Without a high school education it was possible to earn a living wage, a wage sufficient for a house, a car, advanced education for the kids, healthcare and vacations. By 1974 my vibrant home town had plywood on its main street shop windows. People closed the drapes and left town in the dead of night, unable to pay their mortgages and face their neighbors. Those good union jobs were gone. The people who held those jobs and their children voted Trump in this election.

    This is a bill that is long past due. And, it affects working class people of color as well as white working class folks. These are the non-college educated folks whose lives look bleak from within their communities. Solutions to this problem are known, just not emphasized any more. They include creating affordable housing, passing substantial unemployment benefits, providing job transition education especially when whole industries collapse (think coal mining right now), making sure that health care is available to all.

    This is a particularly poignant issue for those of us with a college education or beyond. We have let working class pain go untended for years while we focused on identity politics, environmental politics, immigration and LGBT rights. All of that work, successful in many cases, was important. It’s just that while we were working on those issues we let the economic future of working class families dim, then go out.

    3. Defense  Another emphasis might be on rapid reaction teams that can respond to gay bashing, race baiting, rape culture and general disregard for those who are other. These teams must be ready to defend recent hard won victories like samesex marriage, the organizing of Black Lives Matter, the coalescing of women’s groups against the pussy-grabber in chief. But in my opinion this is a time for defense on these issues.

    The safety-pin idea seems congruent with this action area.

    I’m not imagining here what Beth Evergreen’s response to these issues could be, might be. I’m still too new to the area, two years, to have the kind of political knowledge and connections I had in Minnesota. But, I know there are local, county, state, national and international dimensions to all three of these areas. Discerning what those are and how Beth Evergreen might work on them is, to me, the next step.


  • You are not obligated to complete the work, but neither can you desist from it.

    Samain                                                                             Thanksgiving Moon

    weeping-buddha-1He sits, early in the morning, while it is still dark outside, with his head in his hands. Orion, his longtime friend hangs in the sky visible to the southwest, Scorpio and Cassiopeia and the Drinking Gourd out there, too. A crescent Thanksgiving Moon, waxing toward its Super Moon event on November 25th, was visible last night.

    If only the world could be quiet, serene, beautiful like the 5 am dark sky here on Shadow Mountain. No pussy grabbing. No complaints about raping 13 year old girls. No encouragement of political violence. No cynical comments about the validity of our electoral process.

    Perhaps he could just slip away, go to some Trump Island in the the general area of Antarctica or maybe a luxury masted sailing ship forever circling the diminishing sea ice of the North Pole. Like Frankenstein’s creation. I would make a comparison between Trump and Frankenstein’s monster, but the monster was Frankenstein.

    monsterIn this case Trumpism is the monster, a living candidacy patched together from a body of populist resentment, the brain of a nativist bigot, the nervous system of fearful white males and the legs of second-amendment worshipping other-phobic citizens. The arms, though, the arms are Trump’s, dangling like the tentacles of a squid, ready to grab, squeeze, embrace. Force. Trump is Frankenstein to this political moment in the Republican Party. The GOP provided the lightning that brought this monster to life and has paraded it with pride through this mockery of a campaign.

    These are the most perilous political times in which I have lived. There are milita’s preparing an armed response to a potential Hillary gun-grabbing presidency. Our to this point normative peaceful transition of power after a Presidential election is under threat. This is a core feature of our democracy. The stakes on one issue, strangely absent from the campaign, are ultimate, the very survival of the human race may hang in the balance: climate change. The timer counting down the years in which we can still soften the blow of advancing global warming nears its alarm.

    hamletRace relations are in a visibly violent phase. Police kill black folks with so steady a drumbeat that it has become like Trump’s long string of insults to America, dulling our capacity for outrage. Misogyny is at its peak in the Donald, powerful at the same time as our first serious female candidate.

    The Forever War has captured our youth, our money, our tolerance. We bomb and shoot and strike with drones, again dulling our capacity for outrage by desensitization.

    I am not a man given to despair. Hamlet, that most existential of Shakespeare’s plays, offers a choice in the often quoted to be or not to be soliloquy. Do we suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or take arms against a sea of troubles and by opposing end them? I know my answer.

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    Rabbi Hillel

    Rabbi Tarfon is credited with this quote: “It is not incumbent upon you to complete the work, but neither are you at liberty to desist from it” (Avot 2:21). wiki This is a wonderful thought because it drives directly against despair, relieving us of the expectation of finishing our political work, yet not letting us set it aside either.

    So, when confronted with the potential momentary success of hate-filled, other-despising politics, those of us committed to a diverse, egalitarian world must not pull back, must not flee to Canada, must not despair. We are not, as Rabbi Tarfon said, at liberty to desist.

     

     

     

     


  • Knee, Birthday, 60s, Cold

    Samain                                                                       Thanksgiving Moon

    A diverse day, yesterday. Down to Orthocolorado for a “class” about my knee surgery. Not bad, not great.

    20161103_130418At 12:30 we drove over to Evergreen for mussar at Beth Evergreen. It was Rabbi Jamie’s birthday and each woman brought a cooked or purchased offering of some kind. We had cranberry juice with tea and mint, apple juice, brie and a wonderful soft cheese, warm carrots, pistachios, cashews, strawberries, grapes, melon, crackers, chips, guacamole, a birthday cake, sea-salt caramel and chocolate brownies (Kate, see pic), with Halloween plates and napkins.

    Later in the afternoon, around 5, we went down Shadow Mountain and spent an hour or so at Grow Your Own. This is a hydroponics shop, a head shop, a wine shop and a place to hear local musicians. Last night there was a former member of Steppenwolf playing guitar, a singer from a group called the Bucktones and a guy named Stan, who looked like the aging owner of a hardware store, playing bass. Time erodes the vocal chords so the singing was spirited and practiced, but range and timber suffered. Guitar chops however seemed undiminished.

    The crowd was Kate and me like, gray hair, wrinkles. That question that comes to me often these days was germane: what did you do in the sixties? I don’t ask, at least not yet, but I do wonder what long-haired, dope-smoking, radical politics lie beneath the walkers and penchant for the music of yester year.

    Then home to a boiler that’s out. After just having been serviced. The perfect end to an interesting day.


  • Please Vote

    Samain                                                                           Thanksgiving Moon

    Up early. Well, no. Not up early. Out early. We left home at 7am today headed for Orthocolorado. Much like Skyridge surgical hospital where I had my prostate removed, which admitted primarily urological patients, Orthocolorado admits only orthopedic surgery patients.

    They must put happy pills in the drinking water for employees because everybody smiled, laughed and seemed overly f***ng upbeat. I yearned for dour Minnesota. I was not their friend, was not particularly happy to be there and wanted to get out as fast as possible. As I will after my surgery.

    On the other hand. I now know where the hospital is.

    Kate and I went to Bed, Bath and Beyond afterward. That Beyond part covers a lot of strange territory: systems to control your home with your smart phone, lots of candy, holiday decorations, including a Mensch in a Box and a wonderful wind-up Rabbi who apparently sings and dances. I’m not kidding. There was, too, a mashup of Hanukkah and Christmas, a large blue stocking with Happy Hanukkah embroidered on it in silver thread.

    Kate bought a set of candles for a Hanukkah menorah and used them as birthday candles for Rabbi Jamie. He was 47 today. I remember 47. Sort of.

    According to my countdown clock, we’re only 4 days plus a little from the election. May it come and go quickly.

    Here’s a nice piece commenting on my favorite gubermental regulation:

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