Becoming a doctor instead of a professional sewer

Spring                                                                          Planting Moon

Granddaughter Ruth, turned 7 last week, asked Grandma, “Why did you become a doctor instead of a professional sewer?”  Grandma has been teaching Ruth to sew.  “Because I’m good at being a doctor, too.”  Lots of great information in that exchange.

Vega just came in from the outside carrying one of the green toy balls.  She brought it all the way inside, deposited it beside the water bucket and continued onto the living room to lie down on the rug.  It’s a dog’s life.

We’ve been talking, here and there, about the third phase at our Woolly meetings.  Maximize life now.  While we have it.  Say yes to life.  Do what only I can do.  A few approaches, still being tried out.  We had two new third phasers join the group in the last couple of months.  There’s one outlier at 64 and another at 60.

 

 

That Shoulder Thing

Spring                                                                       Planting Moon

A Vikings jersey #4 with Favre written on it hung in the corridor.  There were other jerseys too not any one I recognized.  Kate found me a shoulder doc and this was a sports medicine clinic.  And here I was.  #66.

The shoulder quieted down after three weeks of rest and return to resistance work has not caused it to flare again so this appointment didn’t seem as urgent as when I first made it.  Still, I wanted to know what was going on and what I might do if it got problematic again.

The short answer.  Aging body.  Maybe some nerve impingement from arthritis in the neck.  Maybe some tear in my rotator cuff.  At my age 20-30% have some.  Maybe some asymmetry from the polio long years ago.  After several x-rays there was no sign of arthritis in my shoulder area.  “The bones are healthy, especially for someone your age.”

I have “an open invitation” for an MRI and further imaging to run down with some certainty the rotator cuff and nerve involvement, but there’s nothing that can be done about them now.  So I passed on the imaging for the moment.

A bit of physical therapy, maybe two sessions.

Got what I wanted.  Nothing immediately urgent or long term important going on.  It may never flare again.  If not, all to the good.  If it does, I’ll take Dr. Lervick up on his invitation and see him again.

Mystic Chords of Memory

Spring                                                                     Planting Moon

Monday afternoon around 5:45 pm I turned on NPR as I drove on 694 headed toward Bill Schmidt’s home.  It was mid-report on something that had happened in Boston, something important, so I stayed with the news.  At a recap I learned of the bombings during the 4 hour plus mark of the Boston Marathon.

I hollowed out and a sense of deep sadness raced in to fill the void.  The feelings from 9/11, not the event, but the feelings joined these.  Not anger.  Not bitterness.  Sadness and emptiness, a sudden vacuum in my interior world.

(Summer Evening, Hopper)

Then there was the ritual of repetitive reporting, the redundant witnesses, the guesses, the breathless commentary by this person and that one.  A reporter for Boston public radio said the Marathon would be forever marred.  And I thought, no.  No.  This will come to mind and it will be known as the work of an other and will not be allowed to mar the race, rather it will become part of the race’s history, its collective memory.

The most intense part of my initial reaction came when I realized what those feelings meant, the emptiness and the sadness and the vacuum.  They meant I am an American.  That this event was about us, was done to us.  Here, on a highway in the northern central part of our large country I felt violated and hit.  It makes me think of Lincoln’s line about the mystic chords of memory.  It was those chords that bomb caused to resonate.  It’s important, I think, to say out loud that those bonds make us strong and that it is good that we feel them.

It comes from the close of his 1st inaugural address:

“The mystic chords of memory, stretching from every battle-field, and patriot grave, to every living heart and hearthstone, all over this broad land, will yet swell the chorus of the Union, when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.”

Bee Diary: 2013

Spring                                                                           Planting Moon

Cleaned out the hive boxes for the ornery colony, the one I thought sure would survive the winter.  They didn’t starve.  There was enough honey in the top box to wrench my back when I moved it, probably over 50 pounds.  The bees themselves looked healthy.  They were buzzing on January 19th, then when I checked them next on February 27th the colony had died.  It wasn’t my management practices then, but something else.  Hard to say what at this point.

While I was outside working, which felt very good, our generator turned itself on, what the generator folks exercising.  It takes itself for a spin once a week just to make sure all systems are functional.  It was a surprise to hear it chug into action while I cleaned the bottom board of dead bees.

Whatever it was, Artemis Hives is once again ready for a new bee package.  Arriving here on Saturday, April 20th.

The Sun. The Sun.

Spring                                                             Planting Moon

The Sun.  The Sun.  I can hear Tattoo calling from the end of Phaethon’s runway.  Yes, it’s another episode of Fantasy April in Minnesota.

Gonna have a little tea, then go clean out the bee hives, readying them for the new package arriving on Saturday.  My enthusiasm for beekeeping has waned over the last couple of years.  Little success in keeping colonies alive over the winter months combined with a stupid decision at the end of the season two year ago, a decision that I didn’t need my veil just this once.

Powerful aversive conditioning.  Nature’s way of saying stay away from bee hives. Unfortunately, it has made the pleasures of beekeeping balance against the severe results of bee defenses.  When the bees die over the winter, the pleasure decreases.

I finished my read through of Missing this morning.  Gonna check notes, review my plans and continue the revision process tomorrow.  I’ve got several clear ideas.  Thicker description.  More character development.  Stronger climax.  Expanded denouement.  Strip out certain narrative lines for use in book II and replace them with the expanded material above.  The critical piece is this last one because it will allow the story to achieve full coherence and set up the next novels.

Third Phase: Woolly Report

Spring                                                                          Planting Moon

Kate reports in from Denver that 8″ of snow has fallen there with more on the way.

Woollies tonight at chez Schmidt.  A great beef stew, salad and pre dinner conversation.

We discussed the retreat, a topic often fraught with indecision and uncertainty.  We buzzed around some important areas for us all, among them:  elders (what does it mean and what does it mean for us?), the third phase (what are the Woollies in this new and substantially different aspect of our lives?), the differing realities of aging for men and women (wives and the relationship, how it might change), death (as Regina’s death brought right up close, this is a time when mortality is even more of a companion than before.  What does this suggest for how we live?).

In essence we agreed that since these topics are on our minds and hearts, present to us right now, that we will talk about them during the retreat without need of particular structure.  Some offered to bring movies, others suggested art galleries and other outings.

Sitting on the rocks by the lake seemed to have a part in everyone’s plan.

 

 

 

Master Communicator

Spring                                                                         Planting Moon

Within 30 pages of finishing Missing, the read through.  Lots of ideas bouncing around, not sure where I want to head quite yet, but some changes seem obvious, others not so much so.

Kate in Colorado means lots more dog management, just as she has to do when I’m gone.  Since I work downstairs and the dogs are upstairs, this means every hour plus I go upstairs to see what’s going on, see if anyone needs to go outside.

Because Rigel, Ms. feral hound, has a tendency to start the bloody, expensive scrapes with Gertie, our German short-hair, she and Gertie have to be on opposite sides of the cast iron gate that separates the living room from the kitchen.  Since Kona, our older whippet, does not like the cold, she needs to be on the tiled floor of the kitchen unless she’s just been outside or I’m upstairs.  Come to think of it Vega is the only one who can be with any other dog in any location.

Vega has an astonishing range of communication.  Most people train their dogs, Vega trains us.  She is not a dominant dog in most ways, just very attuned to her own needs, the needs of the pack and certain critical, to her, times of day.

(Vega and Kona)

We have an evening ritual, now over 13 years long, of giving a piece of sliced turkey to each dog before they go to bed for the evening.  It started because we had to give Kona vasotec each morning and evening as a preventative measure for congestive heart failure.  When you give meds every day, twice a day, turkey makes the whole process simpler.  But.  You can’t give just one dog turkey. Dogs have a highly developed sense of fairness so everybody gets one.

We crate each of these dogs in these evening, a practice not common for us over most of our years, but one that became necessary for various reasons.  The dogs don’t mind it all.  In fact, Vega has a built in timer that alerts her to what we call turkey time.  When it’s time, she comes to me and goes, “ooff.” Opens and closes her mouth.  Repeats.  Then she lowers her head and lifts it, meaning, get up.  If that doesn’t work, she retreats a step or two and sits, two legs low to the ground and her front legs fully extended and looks at me.  Another ooff or two might be added for better effect.

When she wants to go outside, she stands by the sliding glass doors and thunks her tail against the glass.  Or, if she wants me to get more water in the bucket in the kitchen, she’ll stand near the crate and thunk her tail against the crate.  We’ve had dogs that would do various modes of communication but they always overdid them, sort of like shouting at deaf people, I think.

Not Vega.  She’s very nuanced and polite in her communication.  She is a rare dog, one of perhaps two that achieved this level of in synchness with us, at least as far communication with us goes.

The New Feminism

Spring                                                                                 Planting Moon

Meanwhile in Denver.

Kate bought Ruth a sewing machine for her 7th birthday.  She got it yesterday at her birthday party.  I’ve seen this level of concentration many times.  On Kate.

A 7 year old.  Kids mature faster these days, though I’m not sure about the emotional aspects.  Ruth seems to have a lot of skills and insight for a kid her age, but I imagine her Grandma did, too, at a comparable age.  To my eyes she’s a beauty.  And so is Ruth.

Minneapolis standoff ends when robot subdues holed-up suspect

Spring                                                                     Planting Moon

A headline you don’t expect to see, tucked back in the second section:

Minneapolis standoff ends when robot subdues holed-up suspect.

Very Robocop.  Omni Consumer Products (OCP) in Minnesota?  Could find no picture of the device, but here are a two of actual robotics in use by police departments in the U.S.

 

The scene where a suspicious vehicle was discovered on W45th Street near Seventh Avenue in the Times Square section of Manhattan.

 

 

Note that credit.  Formerly local company.  Will it transform into OCP?

 

 

Rainy, Gray, Blah

Spring                                                                      Planting Moon

Moved books and sorted files.  Finishing up that long study and file reorganization, clean out begun some weeks ago.  Went out for dog food and got a hamburger at Culver’s.  They make a good burger.

Read some more Robert Jordan, now in the second volume of the Wheel of Time.  Watched three Supernaturals and one Danish show, The Eagle.  A lazy Sunday.

Did get started on Book I of Metamorphoses.  Not far.  Verbs pulled out and conjugated.  I checked the Perseus (classics website) text with the most scholarly text available right now and there was one small difference in the first four verses.  Started a word list which will feed into the commentary.

Needed a psychic bump today and Kate provided it.  What would I do without her?  I know it’s a canard; but, with buddy William Schmidt losing his wife Regina last year, it’s no longer something that has happened to others.

This gray, cold weather has many Minnesotans in a bit of a grumpy place, all of us waiting for daffodils and sun.  As Garrison Keillor said today, “The snow will melt.”  You betcha.