Summer Solstice Waxing Strawberry Moon
The Woollies gathered tonight at Charlie Haislet’s place in the Rock Island condos, just north and a bit east of downtown. We gathered, our numbers shrunk by various summer activities to: Charlie, Warren, Frank, Scott, Bill, Mark and myself. The conversation went on as it does, checking in on how folks are, what’s going on, but Charlie turned the conversation toward Father’s day. It seemed to me, as I listened, that we have all rooted ourselves in family, our nuclear and extended families, and, further, that as we have grown older, those connections have grown richer and deeper, occupying the central spot in each of our lives that the voice of tradition has suggested they might.
Charlie’s 7th floor (top) condo overlooked downtown; the waxing strawberry moon hung over the glass and stone cityscape, the dying sun reflecting in the mirrored surfaces of the IDS, the Northwest Building and all the modernist architecture there. I’ve been critical of it as lacking flair and imagination, but tonight, a clear warm summer night, the reflections and the twilight, then the advance of night and the reflections of lights was glorious. It looked like Oz, as I think of it when I turn on Hwy 610 heading south and see it far away, maybe 15-20 miles.
Before the meeting, I arrived a little early and took advantage of the time to walk through the neighborhood, a now populous community that is no more than 20 years old. There was a couple with a young boy in a stroller and a dog, a young man with his white shirt half out, tie askew with his dog, a couple with a puppy, all walking, off work and at home. The buildings were brick, a few old, like the Rock Island and The Creamette, but many new.
Some had iron barred and locked fence doors protecting patios which anyone could easily vault onto from the railing. There were signs: no walking on the grass, dog waste here, guest parking only, towing $260.00. The green space that existed had a manicured and distant feel, as if its purpose was to recall, to remind rather thanto be. The windows had blinds and shutters; thanks to air conditioning almost none were open, so the few people I encountered while walking were all I could see other than tailored walls and well hung windows, the odd bit of decor. It felt, not empty, but not lively either.
Putting myself there as a resident, I tried to decide if this would work for me. It has the advantage of being near to the main library, downtown, the shopping around University and Hennepin, the Mississippi and its parks. There would be neighbors aplenty and the urban feel has a certain up energy to it.
These days, though, when many folks I know have moved or want to move from the burbs into the city, I’d have to say I surprised myself. It felt too confining, too many neighbors, too many shared walls, too many signs and restrictions. Too little room to plant, to have dogs run, to exercise a horticultural or apicultural inclination. It surprised me because I consider myself a city boy, wedded to political work and aesthetic work that require the urban environment for their realization.
I’ve changed. I’m now an exurban man, grown used to the quiet here, the open space, the land on which we can grow vegetables and flowers, have a bee yard, a honey house and a separate play house for the grandkids. When I drive by Round Lake, I’ve come home.
garlic in August. Over time the plants become acclimated to this particular place, its moisture rhythms and temperature variations. It is becoming what it is because of where it is. Just like me.
hair-cut and generally wrecking havoc with weeds and overgrown shrubs. Yeah. Now I’m moving the detritus to a resting place where the grape vines, columbine and raspberries will grow over it and make it a productive part of our property instead of a house-hider.
have begun to germinate and I plan to plant more bush beans tomorrow if the weather is ok.
serious, important matters. Stop your pursuit of a mediocre gift. The tendency to judge our worth by the accumulation of things–a he who dies with the best toys wins mentality–presses us to pursue money or status, power, with all of our gifts. You may be lucky enough, as Kate is, to use your gifts in a pursuit that also makes decent money; on the other hand if your work life and your heart life don’t match up, you risk spending your valuable work time and energy in pursuit of a mediocre gift, hiding the sublime one from view.